Not really sure what happened at the end but I lost the minimum with KK vs AA at least.
2.5ptbb allin-ev. Meh. I think this is about what I'm currently capable of doing 18 tabling. Last month I was 2.75ptbb allin-ev over ~70k hands. At least I already have more hands than last month. I have 75 hours so far this month so that's $2.32/hr in allin-ev. I guess I was wrong about my hourly being higher at 4nl than 4 tabling 25nl 6-max. Oh well at least I learned a lot and I'm close to 10nl. I'm curious if my winrate will plummet like it seems everyone else's does or if it stays similar. I don't know if it really matters that I have a huge skill advantage (I think?) at 4nl especially 18 tabling because it seems like people just do random things and no matter what I do at the end of the day all my money comes from QQ+. The hands play themselves. It's obvious I have KK+. They still call or jam into me too much because they can't help themselves.
That being said I'm probably wrong and I need to get better. I'll try to read some stuff and watch some videos tomorrow and hopefully something clicks and I can get better because I feel like I've gotten to the point where I'm not even sure if some of the stuff I do is good or bad. I definitely need a break tomorrow from playing.
The plan is to get to 10nl next week and hopefully my hourly is at least $6/hr after rb so I don't have to be freaking out about rent. If we get our ftp money or my cake check from october comes within the next month I'll be fine until april.
Here's my ptr which is overly generous. I'm down like 5bi in allin-ev at 10nl 6max:
Maybe one day I can finally move up to mid stakes. Right now it feels like a never ending cycle of grinding up to 50nl to get stuck there, but I used to not play enough and when I did I played too many tables at 50nl.