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"The only time you run out of chances is when you stop taking them."
What up guys. I'm a long time Leggo member and long time ****ty blogger. I think the last time I posted in this thing was like September. I don't know why I gave up on it. I guess I just thought my life wasn't that interesting and you guys wouldn't care too much. But now I realize I just need to say "**** that, only my opinions should affect the way I live my life." I'm gonna try to get back into blogging as sort of a self-improvement exercise because I feel like such a little ***** in the real world sometimes. Plain and simple, I LACK CONFIDENCE! Therefore, as any level-minded poker player would do, I am going to work my hardest to change that. I hope to boost my self-esteem and confidence by working on the following aspects of my life for the forseeable future: health, posture, productivity, and motivation. I have let poker be my crutch and excuse for not meeting new people for about 2 years. Don't get me wrong, my life is not bad by any means. I have like 4 super super close best friends that I would do anything for, about $30k networth, no job, not many expenses, no materials wants, and am only an 18 year old college freshman. I am sure quite a few people would envy my life on paper. I just feel like my shyness and insecurity is like a big gaping hole deep down inside of me. So yeah hopefully this is the only gay emo blog I will ever write but I can't make any promises. However what I can promise is that this blog will be mildly disappointing if you only like blogs about poker brags and whines.
Poker:
At this point in my life, I am complacent with beating 200nl and 400nl to satisfy my financial needs and wants. I don't think I should be focusing becoming the best in the world or anything anytime soon.
P.S. - comments, suggestions, and criticisms will always be more than welcome in my blog.
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