Hi,

Anyone interested in $1040 Cake Monies for Stars or FTP?

PM me

Axe

Countdown to busto ...tick tack tick tack....

Reached -7k today :



started the day okay, played a sesh this afternoon lost 1/2 BI..no big deal..

come home this evening, and loose 5 BI..yipppie

Thinking about doin the same as Robin, taking a month off..

My bankroll has reached a very low point which is sooo frustrating..

At least life is STIIILLL goood

Hi,

so my '09 downswing is still continuing and I think I should get coach..I had a coaching session with Denny a few months ago when I was still playing NL200 ago but unfortunately I cant afford him anymore.

What I'm looking for :

- a coach for NL100/200
- affordable for a NL100 player
- would be nice if I find someone from Europe..makes it alot easier (not a must)
- languages : english,german and french
-some references would be nice

If anyone is intrested or knows a good coah who takes new students plz PME me

Well my goal to get unstuck for the day didnt work out..have stop cuz i cant take anymore for today..

all NL100 today:

... let me run gooooooooooooooooooot


Gonna grind the now till i got it all back..will update later.

Wish me luck

Hi there Leggo Boys and Girls,

It's been a long time since my last blog, and a lot of shit happened.

Just a few cliff notes to resume my last blog ( January ) :

- moved up to NL200 in December
- made some $ and things were looking great
- took some NL400 shots in January
- lost $$$
- dropped down again and was still loosing

So what happened since then?
Well I had to drop down to NL100 and im still loosing...FML..

Just to give you an idea of how things went/are going in 2009:





Im running way below Ev and if anyone says now : don't look at it, its not accurate to show that your running bad, stop whining etc ----> F U !! I mean, when the time comes and ur hit a big downswing or a long B/e stretch and your running +50 BI under EV I dont think u'll talk the same way. It's impossible that it doesnt affect you.


Today I lost a ton again, and I srsly thought about quitting, but i can't. I have invested too much time and effort in Poker that I just can't quit. I will do everything possible to be winning again. And I will be winning again.


My goal is to post at least a few times a week. Analysing hands will be a great part of the blogs, even if noones reading the HH, I think it will help me alot.

Wont post much about life, where I run goot and things couldn't be better.

Oh and a quick shout out to Robin_Ripper who is somewhat in the same boat as me ( running bad, lost money in the Microgaming scandale). Someday it will be our turn:P

Hey,

its been a while since I updated. I usually dont blog when I run good, cuz everytime I do it, the pokergodz kick my ass reaalllllyyy bad.

December was a great month, after 2 missed shots at NL200 I finally managed to be a regular at the 200 games. $ wise it was my biggest month I ever had. At the end I even took some NL400 shots and they went great. won 4BI and life wass gooooot. I felt like I was on the top of the world

Heres DEC graph :



But then, JAN came and I got destroyed.
First I lost all my NL400 winnings, while playing NL400. ( no biggie)
I moved down cuz I wasnt comfortable playing 400 but the **** continued at NL200.
Cant play much this month cuz of exams, so I guess it will be an ugly red month.

Here is Jan graph :




I really have to be more disciplined with my stop loss.
I always say that I should stop when I lost 3 BI, but I play till I have lost 5 or 6.

Anyway, hope that things will turn around and im planning on grinding the hell out of FEB.

GL ,

Axe

..I ve lost so far in my poker career...and probably the ugliest too

No-Limit Hold'em, $2.00 BB (6 handed) - Hold'em Manager Converter Tool from FlopTurnRiver.com

Hero (MP) ($367.95)
CO ($170.15)
Button ($354)
SB ($438.50)
BB ($235.10)
UTG ($89.75)

Preflop: Hero is MP with Q, A
1 fold, Hero raises $6, 1 fold, Button calls $6, 2 folds

Flop: ($15) 5, 4, 10 (2 players)
Hero bets $10, Button calls $10

Turn: ($35) 8 (2 players)
Hero bets $22, Button calls $22

River: ($79) Q (2 players)
Hero bets $59, Button raises $118, Hero raises $270.95 (All-In), Button calls $198 (All-In)

Total pot: $711

Results:
Button had 7, 6 (straight flush, eight high).
Hero had Q, A (flush, Ace high).
Outcome: Hero won $13.95

...what a day lol

Not buyin wise, but dollar wise. I know it isnt that much money at NL200, but if you arent used to it , it definitly is The first days are always weird when you move up, I hope Im gettin used to it asap

Yesterday I was ready again for NL200, so I took the shot and it went well..not amazing, but didnt loose.

I just have sooo many coolers at NL200, its insane...but things will turn around like they always do. At least im up over 1 BI at NL200.

Here is todays graph..




Just have to get used to 1k swings lol.

Thatsit for now

+ RB its sth around 2.7k

Not a huge month dollar wise, but I think I finally got better in non SD pots,which im happy about.
Dropped 1.1 k yesterday when my NL200 shot went wrong, so im really really happy that I had good NL100 results today.

Here is the graph in BB:




------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Today I played on STars since a loooooong time....and I LOOOVE ittttttttttt!!!!

I always thought that FTP software is better, but man was I wrong. I think im going to play on Stars now and see how it goes. On a side note : I played a good amount of hands on BETFAIR..lol...everyone who already played there knows how tilting that software is, I think its the worst out there. Even if there are huge whales, the regs are also alot stronger than on Stars .

I just have to check aut the whole FPP/VPP things, I dont have a clue whats it all about lol

As for december I think im going to play a few days NL100 before I take a shot at NL200 again. Its the third time now, and I rly hope I run goooood this time

Thats it for now