My Return To Poker.
I've been in and around the poker scene (mainly just the outskirts) for around 7 - 8 years now and have had a few minor successes in cash games. But every time I seem to make head way in my poker world, my life takes a funny turn that involves me having to pay out money I don't have and having to dip into the poker bankroll. This takes it's toll.
The most recent success was taking a free $50 offered to me by a poker school site and turning it into $2,200 playing cash and using a 25 buy in bankroll management (BRM) plan.
It took just short of 4 months and over 1 million hands, which is a quite heavy volume (at least for me) and just as I start to take my shots at NL100 my car decides to have a meltdown costing me over £600 to repair, I am by no means a man that has money and the only way I could generate this cash was to withdraw. This meant dropping down in stakes and starting my grind again, which I guess left me a little deflated and frustrated which then led to me getting some kind of ego that told my mind "I am to good to be playing these stakes". Anyway, after a few weeks I eventually busted out and turned my back on the world of poker.
That was around 9 months ago now and I'm looking to return and attempt the same feat again (I must be mad!), I'm currently 2,000 hands into my mammoth task and 3 buy-ins down playing at NL5!
I'm hoping this is just the rust chipping off a good body and requiring a lick of paint to restore and improve what was once there. I know 2,000 hands is nothing, and that my brain needs to refocus at the task at hand.
I'm writing this blog mainly as a motivational tool for myself and a record of achievements/failures and hopefully a valuable tool for assessing situations and mindsets that either helped or hindered my progress along the way.
I'm not sure if the blogs are read on this site or if they are really more of a personal journal, but if you do happen to stop by and have a comment on any hands I may post or stats I mention then I ask you to please be brutally honest (I have thick skin) as I feel the only way I can really improve my game now is via other players interaction, spotting my own mistakes and implementing new ideas that will enhance my game. I've read pretty much all the books I can get my hands on and had a few coaching sessions (which I can't afford to do again at the moment) so my fundamentals are there and I've had a not so bad history.
I hope my writing skills are up to keeping a few people coming back to read every now and then (but don't hold my breath). If you are reading this then thanks for time, and until the next post good luck at tables.
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