Sometimes, life just be like that.
I kept wanting to do something today-- I was gonna go play cash, I was gonna register for the PLO tournament tomorrow, then I got convinced to go golfing, but everyone just sat around and we never left. Finally I took a nap, and while I took a nap, everyone went and played basketball. Sigh.
It's really annoying for me to not be productive. I have one of those personalities that doesn't like to take days off. I like things in order, I like to be on time, I like to be in control. I like to win. I am able to have so many good things happen to me because I'm on top of it (and I avoid so many problems).
Most of my friends are really bad influences on me, but I can't really complain too much because they are guys in their mid-twenties without any discernible "job," so to speak. I sort've take things that they say and do with a grain of salt.
I met this girl the other day who diagnosed me as neurotic twenty minutes after I met her. I don't think I'd quite say that, although I do like to be in control and I do obsess about things from time to time. Meh, maybe.