Man, what a rough summer. On top of the fact that we only have one final table and no bracelets, a bunch of us are down six figures, and no one made day two in the 25k, we have lost two videos this week to technical difficulties (improper saving, computer restarting as soon as the video is finished, etc.). It's just really been depressing. Anything related to poker (or poker videos!) has gone absolutely as poorly as possible.
Outside of poker life is okay, but a little hectic from time to time. It's pretty hard living in a house with a lot of people and I've learned that my personality is not cut out for it. I'm not quite a loaner but I like to be alone, if that makes any sense. You wouldn't guess it by meeting me, but a lot of things tilt me. I spend a lot of my life controlling my emotions and becoming callous to such things.
I've met some pretty cool people this summer, but I'm extremely ready for it to be over. I can't wait to get back into a routine which involves better influences on my diet, my exercising and sleeping habits, and my poker and business work ethic.
I'm sure I'll just win the Main Event and be able to write a blog with a little better tone
