I would've liked to have at least one more entry for this month but apparently it was so sh!tty month that I don't want to even post a summary, but I gotta be honest with myself so there it is.



I don't want to post EV, but it's obv fking with me, still this is not what I hate about this month

THE GOODS
- Had fun times celebrating previous month
- I am back in the gym with full power/motivation
- played the 240+16 FTOPS 6m, which I would've never thought before and felt good despite busting on the bubble
- I cleared my bonus at stars doh
- this hand, villain is E-Cart7 from CR:

Party, $0.50/$1 PL Omaha Cash Game, 4 Players
LeggoPoker.com - Hand History Converter
SB: $486.35
BB: $254.10
UTG: $126.50
Hero (BTN): $332.70
Pre-Flop: A 3 A J dealt to Hero (BTN)
UTG folds, Hero raises to $4, SB raises to $13.80, BB folds, Hero calls $9.80
Flop: ($28.60) 3 J 5 (2 Players)
SB bets $20, Hero calls $20
Turn: ($68.60) T (2 Players)
SB bets $69.40, Hero raises to $277.60, SB raises to $452.35, Hero calls $21.10
River: ($666) T (2 Players)
Results: $666 Pot
SB showed Q 7 8 J and WON $153.65 (-$178.35 NET)
Hero showed A 3 A J and WON $664.80 (+$332.30 NET)

THE BADS
- was way behind on volume AGAIN
- I almost never played a session good in my terms of understanding this month
- had lots of side problems
- definitely not with my head most of the time I was playing
- I am way more prone to tilt when I am not in mood, could count 3-4 super lite stackoffs/bad bluffs
- I can't play more than 4 tables profitably, probably need to write this with big letters on my wall
- I wasted ~750 playing 50pl HU because I couldn't use my PC
- I wasted monies on FT deep ante tables

THOUGHTS, CONCLUSIONS, RANDOM STUFF
- I want to just say that mental state/attitude when playing is a HUGE factor in whether you win or lose. Everything that drives you out of the zone of being calm and into the game makes you play suboptimal and I'm not just talking A- game, it goes to B-C-D game without you even noticing. For me every time I hit my mouse to the table, pull up skype or start autofolding means that I'm already out of this zone, but it had been hard for me to get me off the table when I had to this month.