The time has come to make a review of what's going on with me and to check if I'm moving in the right direction.

First, I'm gonna post my HEM graph


THE GOODS:
- it's my best month ever in terms of winning
- i was 2nd top winner at stars one week ago at 100plo this month
- i feel good with the way i play when i'm focused
- i played almost all of my hands 4tabling
- i had close to 3 weeks without having a bad session
- i have improved my postflop game for sure
- had a session with my coach and was very pleased
- just took the $650 bonus on stars at 20% discount
- i may appear in a leakfinder video and everybody will see my cool stars mods

THE BADS
- was way behind in terms of volume
- got overconfident last sessions, apparently hit some downswing at that time too
- didn't contact with my gym coach this month
- had problems fitting poker into my schedule which is pity because i don't have a (regular) job
- my shot at deep ante tables at FT was total fail

THOUGHTS, CONCLUSIONS AND RANDOM STUFF
- I will obviously get wasted sometimes next week because of this month. I finally feel like I can make money from something that makes me happy.
- I really admire grinder type of players that can play 4+hours every day of the month and be consistent with their results. It's pretty tough for me to keep the consistency
- Redline is VERY important factor to evaluate your game. I finally have a decent understanding what makes it go up and another thing is that when I play my best game it definitely either goes a bit up or if it's going down it's at snails pace compared to times when I don't
- Coaching session went very well, I got lots of material to learn from and some vids to give me better understanding. I'd feel like an ass if I don't take more lessons.
- Downswings are never accidental, mine definitely got into the right moment when I felt too confident and some bad luck here and there and some distraction here and there makes me play terrible
- Guys at PLO SUCK way more compared to holdem
- I feel motivated to go to the gym again after 6month hiatus
- my blog is dry, but I want to keep the least non-poker related info for now, I guess sometimes in the future I will write more life-related soul-opening stuff

Have fun at the tables and on top of them,
BigCheesy