So far it's been a weird month and I randomly decided I need to post something in my blog because it seems like every time I write something it actually stays in my head rather than flows away at every possible moment I doubt it. And when I write it's just because I WANT to, which is really key thing. I've come to realize that things in life happen because we WANT them to happen, be it consciously or subconsciously. If you want any kind of success, it always boils to how bad you want it and despite it being a cliche, it's so so true, but it becomes true when you believe it and not just repeat it like a broken record

While still in the state of revelations, I will just mention how I feel about poker and how my ramblings relate to it. My last month was a disaster and I decided that I should play NLHE again but obviously ran bad there and stars games are awful with either shorties all over the place or 4-5 regs at the 50bbmin tables. Thus, my plan is to just continue with PLO as it is: a) way more profitable currently b) more interesting. I will just make a small change in my goals, which is to just play and don't have a hand volume goal, because it forces me to play when I shouldn't and it also drives me to my starting point, about wanting/liking and not being forced to do anything, which is actually the thing I like about poker and separates it from the 9-5 job, besides all the fun and teh monies.