I almost expected it, but 8tabling experiment went pretty bad, i'm not gonna post graphs right now, but I'm down like 10bi or so in 10k hands. Small sample, running bad, look at the main picture bla bla bla, main theme is - that's not poker, that's a fked up regular job and I don't want such.

Most likely I need confirmation all the time that when I start doing something I just should keep doing it and not change it. I went back to play just like at the start of the year - 4 tables, no f'd up programs like table ninja, no autofolding and suddenly I begin enjoying poker again. The thing about all the tables clicking on your head and all the stuff that just forces you to make decisions just turns poker into the next random game that you play on your PC just for time to pass. At least this is for me. I could never do my best decisions and improve if I play too much tables and almost every time I do a robotic decision it just turns my poker brain off and leads to autopiloting. I like poker, I like winning and I like taking pots and boosting my eggo from outplaying people, I just can't do this properly when I have no time to make decisions. I just hope another weird idea doesn't come in my head next month.