u guys have some awesome blogs. i love the results you guys post, gives a guy alot of hope. im not ever gonna get there im afraid but ill dream and continue to work towards big money. its slow goin at 10nl. but i made 50 in dec. lots of downswings, that or i just suck. i think i was playing well just ran a little under the weather. we'll see eventually how good/bad i am.
i played alot compared to normal in december even made silver iron man! and i plan on making either that or GOLD! im no iron man yet. my goals for 09 are make some money! Seriously though i would like to be playing 50nl by the end of the year. at the rate im going though its gonna be awhile.
congrats to everyone who made even a grand this year. but to you sickos who make 5x what i do in a year of hard work. YOUR SICK! i respect you and i kinda hate you in a way. def happy for you.

i hate the US gov. i hope you dont ruin my fun.
gl ev1

i need to not play with the tv on. i need to sit at the desk and concentrate on my 8 tables only. no surfing the net. use a timer of some kind. i need a set time to stop. i tend to just playy and play even when im not playin top notch. i need to to stop if i take too many bad beats and am tillting. thats all for now

it feels good to win again. i suppose you all know what im talking about. got my br up to 107. yay a little breathing room. i could still go broke i know but i was at 40 earlier today sooo yea it feels good. i wish i could move back to 25nl but im gonna stick with 10nl til i get 15-20 BIs for 25nl then try again. hopefully i run super duper hot. i think im playing good/right just had a downswing a little early in my bankroll building stages. ive been reading a little, ryan fees 6max guide. a couple articles on 2+2. if you guys have any links to good/informative posts on there please share with me! watched a couple sample vids on leggo. i really wish i could become a full member, i just cant justify spending the money every month til i can at least beat micro stakes better. i cant til i can. videos are very good looking.
Had to put 15$ on pstars so i can play in the 35000 person tourney! 150000$ overlays are +EV!

Went to YESMAN tonight. had funny parts but kinda sucked. a rental someday if your bored i suppose. The day the earth stood still was pretty good last week btw.

aejones made a million freaking dollars! that guy is one of my heroes now. i would be happy with 100,000 or even 10,000. hehe maybe someday. im trying really hard to make this work(poker that is) and i WILL get it one day. i always win when i put my mind to something! and i will with this too.

Im going to get bronze maybe silver ironman thingy this month. so that will be a nice little bonus at the end of the month.

gn and gl ev1

after a week straight of losing sessions i made 2 DOLLAS tonight!!! i lost $260 this week and it has sucked amazingly i think ive been playin decent just they have crazy made hands everytime i have anything. i have aa they hit a set. i have a set they have a straight. i have a straight they have a flush. etc. etc. it has been sooo hard to keep any confidence. ive been playing with 5 fing BI and it sucks. 50 dollars btw. i gots 54 now! yay. been getting 50 ftp everyday so ill get a bonus at the end of the month. 4 days to go lets hope the br makes it. cold as hell lately here in OK. were not used to it. tilt everywhere i look. weigh 206 get mad start going to gym 3x a week for 5 weeks. i weigh 208 now. soooooo pissed. what am i going to do? stop pigging out on college saturday. cuz the season is coming to a close

peace fellas
Merry Christmas

i feel like im playin good for the most part. but now ive lost most my bankroll and all my confidence. they have the nuts everytime for 2 or 3 days straight. i have to go back to 10nl with 7.5 BI. if you guys can tell me what is going on (i suck and should quit)(im really unlucky right now down 25 bi from last week)? sickening and depressing. on a upnote i used 14700 ftp and got a 500 piece poker chip set. sweet! other then that i fing hate poker right now. i feel like the end of my bankroll is getting close. upsetting cause ive put alot of time into this. feels like it all was for nothing.
im done crying for now. sry

saturday- i went and played some basketball in the morning. not many people there and we didnt get to play any real games. which sucks but good for my shooting, lotsa practice. then i played 7.5 hours, 2176 hands, and lost $0.90 lol kinda funny looking at it now. and then Big 12 Football time! yeah. OU crushes AGAIN! our offense is the sickest freaking scoring machine ever devised! i cant beleive noone has stolen our O-coach. it will happen eventually. sigh. anyway we stomped mizzou and imo proved we are the best team in the big 12 and on jan.8 the whole nation. florida is good and our d will have their hands full.
then sunday- my two brothers my two cousins and my wife an myself went and played paintball. that game really gets under my skin fast. can be fun though. then went and played in my rakeupdate freerolls lost allin pf with tt against ak then lost jj allin pf against ak. too bad. so i start up four 25nl tables. and make 5.5 BI then take a few hours break play a little more and made another 3.5 BI. wow my best 25nl day ever! feels so good. plus i got another 1.5 BI coming from rakeupdate tomorrow. i dont really expect to do it again. but ill dream .

back to the working grind tomorrow. joy joy.

the first 1500 hands dont really count i didnt know what i was doing. playing tighter/better thanks to HE Manager. i havent played much cuz of good video games coming out. plus i work 8 hours a day mon-fri. i dont need poker money it would be nice though and i plan on working on my game and BR til i start getting some. im not going to set any goals for dec. i wouldnt know what to set them at anyway. just gonna try an grind 10nl when i gots the time. i picked eastgate before final table play started and im proud of it.

GO OU! im from OK so its an awesome time to be a ou fan right now. hopefully the polls put us a 2 tomorrow. we'll take down the big12 championship then the national championship. YEAH!

goodnight and goodluck

i think ive made that blog title before. im not sure. anyway the hope is that i can finally withstand the ups and downs of poker. i won 100 bucks on sunday in a tourney played 10nl(my bankroll had been empty for some time) and won 1.4bi. monday i won 4.5 bi. tuesday i lost 4 bi. i took it all in stride and played well today and it payed off. thankfully, playing with only 10 bi sucks. so im hoping that a losing day or two wont bother me from now on. wishful thinking. this is the best poker ive ever played. 20/18 the last 3 days and the best part is i now know thats good, used to be i didnt know what good was! now i Know that if i play like this i will win. period. i just have to dodge alot of bad luck. which isnt what happened tuesday. got sucked out on a couple times BUT i finally was able to just play through it. very exciting for me. i played a session then watched the wsop on espn. eastgate is the guy im picking to win it.

i found 3 mice at work today. were working on a new house and went for some water and 2 little mice were curled in a ball. we got one out and the other went down the garbage disposal so we made him a ramp out and after awhile he came out, then we heard another, got him out and let em go at a old abandoned house. gl little guys.

sweet bedtime for me. gl every1

br155

yay! made 4.5 BI. Feels good. its been 3 weeks since ive played cash. i own these fools when i play like i know i should. just gotta stay focused(impossible for me). ill lose it all within the month guarantee it ......hope not

br $159

gl people

its not much to you guys but its awesome for me. i played in a freeroll and took 15th for 100 bucks. SWEET! so i can finally start playing 10nl again. its been like 3 weeks. i always play really good for a little while after ive had time to forget how awful some people play(therefore giving them more respect and folding instead of calling them all the way down and losing most of the time). i played like 100 hands tonight and made 1.5 BI so thats kool. give me 3 weeks and ill have gotten my BR up to like 250 and lost it all back.
i got a strategy guide from ryan fee for 6 max so im gonna read it and try and improve. i have to learn to fold. not everybody is an idiot. i have to respect peoples bets alot more.(REMEMBER THIS LEO WHEN YOUR LOOKING BACK AT THIS POST IN A COUPLE WEEKS!!!!!)
i didnt get the amount of responses to my last blog i woulda liked. should i post it in the forums?


BR=**** but better then yesterday
goodnight and GL, specially to you leggo sunday tourney grinders. i enjoy watching!