Last month was pretty brutal for me. I played bad and ran worse. I never thought I could run 35 buy ins below EV in 55k hands but it did happen.

It sucked pretty hard but it made me look at my game and I hope that I have improved. I feel like I have and I'm ready to tackle December and the New Year with a greater determination and work ethic than ever before.

I am going to try and play more hands from now on and really grind. I have a really good RB deal at a Euro site so it's free money and if I can win as well then I am laughing.

I experimented with 9 tabling last month and it went OK. I am going to mix it in again this month but slow down on my decision making. For some reason when playing more tables I feel the need to act fast. There really is no need and just in the hands I have played this month my results have been better.

I want to play around 80k hands this month and if possible more. I need to get this grind on and get around $12k in savings as I am moving in June and need a deposit to place down.

This should not be a problem at 100nl with 65% RB but I am still a little worried as I've had a couple of break-even months which has dented my confidence.

I'm not going to put last months results in as they are in the past and are not relevant. I'm a new player now and am looking forward to crushing