Well it's 3pm est time and i really am just getting up. I went out to NYC yesterday for a cancer benefit and got smashed. I was definitely retarded drunk and only a short step away from blackout drunk. The ratio of girls to guys was amazing... probably at least 3-1 however the quality wasn't great. There weren't even many 7's but I was able to get the hottest girls number there fwiw. That being said I'm running well in poker, doing really well in my first 5k hands at my new limit. I've just been a lot happier in general and adjusting emotionally to some of the life beats i've taken in the last year.

Also been doing a great job with the stuff Alex has been teaching me. He's an excellent coach and i'm really starting to put the pieces together. I still have a problem with getting passive in some spots. I guess I feel like people are adjusting and aren't going to give me credit anymore. It's like I'm afraid of stuff that's going to happen before it does. And i believe it was Greg that said there's a big difference between what people "should do" in a spot vs. what they "actually do." So it's still something to work on.