Yep!

So I'm doing this mostly to keep track of my own thoughts as I continue to learn about this crazy game of poker.

$25 nl has been kicking my ass recently and its really effected my confidence in my poker game. It's frustrating, I know Im a winning player and I know I'm smart enough to beat this game, but after 25k hands I'm down 9 buyins...

I found some solace in poker tracker - I'm running 20BI below EV which is pretty sick, also I've paid another like 25 BI in rake over that period. So without running bad and without rake I'm actually a solid winner at this game.

But i can't make excuses - I've tilted away my fair share of monies in the same period. It's pretty frustrating to know your beating the game but still be down over $200.

So I think I'm going to focus on MTTs again for a bit, I run so much better in those - up $1000 in the last few months. But I've set the goal to beat at least the micro stake cash games so I'll have to return to grinding eventually.