I am now gonna make huge changes in my life. i have worked 2 weeks in a factory job. i now realize how much i dont want that when im 40-60 and worried about them closing down my plant and what im going to do. I think i might take school seriously when i get back.

I messaged some fine hunnys on myspace and they didnt respond oh well. im looking to go out this weekend for the first time basically ever. gonna join my roomates in their shenanigans

I am going to work on my poker game hardcore this summer i think.

I still might need alot of help with the social scene but its looking up in my opinion

tonight on the internets i decided i should talk to two girls that i wishd to get in there(it was a bad idea as they dont want me obv). one is my ex girlfriend. she dropped me like a hot rock. you ask why the hell would she do that you are a pimp and a balla.

wrong, im neither of those. basically it was too much for her with the school and me so she chose school. and wow i feel now more than ever that she made a great choice.

the other is a girl i met right out of high school. she weighs more than me but she is also about 2.5x stronger than me. she was basically like a dood the way she acted but she had all the fun girl parts.
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she wet into the army and when i got the girlfriend before mentioned she said she was jealous and i was like wtf? and she was like i never thought it was a good idea for us to be together cause she was crazy in the head. it kinda pissed me off. why cant girls just be like hey i like you wanna go get a fish sandwich?

my anti socialism really prohibits me from meeting the wemmens. its hard to meet people when
1. you are afraid to talk to them.
2. think that they def. dont want to talk to you.
3. assume if they wanted to talk to you they would.

i dont really know how to change personality i really would like to bust all up in some random chick but i dont do that kinda thing. i dont drink so i get discriminated against by most people


i dont know how to fix my life. any help you guys could give me?

so me and my roomate are watching the wcgrider bet thing cause we are bored and everyone is going around to stupid peoples webcams. We were watching 3 girls i think and one was a basketball player and she said "**** no im not dating anyone shorter than me" and thac said "there is no one taller than you" i think, i am not sure as it happend a few hours ago. i am not sure why but i laughed for at least 5 mins and water was excreted through the nostrils. so if that was really you, kudos thac(also teach me your ways).

I am quitting walmart and getting a job at winchester ammunition. its a 40hr/week plus forced overtime job for the summer. this job will be sweet in only one way. money. all other ways it will suck. it has forced overtime and i hear they tell you that day if you have to stay. also its shift work(work 7-3 a week next week 11pm-7am next week 3-11) which will not be good for my sleeping but whatev.

i had almost busted my stars acct. the other day. was at 80 bux from the 600 i put on there for the bonus. i sat at some 10nl tables till i made it to about 125 then 2 tabled 50nl (lol br management) and made it up to about 190 when I started watching gildwulf vs HIV (i bet a fiver on gildwulf with my roomate lol ship the chedda)

i was wondering how much money is min to sit at a limit table so i click the 15/30 table and i sit with my whole roll. when the blind comes to me it asks post blind? and i go to click no and i clicked yes by mental fart. im not sure how. so im like "oh **** how did that happen" then i get dealt tens and im like ef i dont know how to play limit. then this ensues
http://www.leggopoker.com/forums/hig...lind-2150.html

i insta sitout fistpump.
This is how you play limit lol . also sustainable


I havent had a tilty session in a few days which is pretty good. i have played probably 300 hands max at a time short and sweet sessions make me not so tilty.

Im thinking about going to harrah's more often and playing the 2/5 there and stake my roomate in the 1/2 game since im going to have a real paying job. Play from like 6 to midnight im not sure if that is worth it though. i need 500 points for my stars bonus so im going to try to grind those out tomorrow.

gl all

you know the one if you browse the 2+2 i cant stop watching it. Its mezmerizingplz.

I play audio in my head of what she sounds like while doing it.
I cant really recreate it but it sounds kinda like that batman is tarding out song mixed with underwater talking.

said batman tarding:
http://batmanistardinout.ytmnd.com/

which is actually a real song I forget the name of it. but definitely do some research because its probably one of the best songs ever made. close to anything with William hung.

thats basically all i have for now

When this semester is over(FINALLY) (my grades will be terrible ) I am going to start playing mtt's again, **** me they suck but i have made all my money at them. i am going to start going to the casino more often here in st.louis I am also starting a business online.

its slow getting started but i hope to have the website up by the end of june.

I am looking to change my major i think. Computer science is brutal. and there is 0 hot ass biznatches in any of my classes. a good communications or business major would be sweet. except for im a senior and ive done about an assload of computer science classes.

I am not sure what im going to do there but hopefully i can find my way soon. as it is an expensive decision

I started my quest to go to the wsop this year today. i played 6 step 1 sng's and i have 3 step 2's now. my sng game is rusty at best. i used to beat the small stakes sng's but i have a feeling im a fish at these now.

been playing quite a bit of live poker to get used to the dynamic. im looking to play a bit of some live tourney's soon but they are always at like 1pm here and i have school/work. so w/e.

im up a massive 26 dollars playing live 1/2 (87 cents an hour is pretty good). i lost an 800ish dollar pot to a guy that called with just a flush draw(he looked just like TJ Cloutier). he yelled ship it when he got there with a backdoor str8 and then complained about how bad he was running.

I am now looking for a stake for my online play. I have a problem with tilt sometimes in that i play when i know i shouldnt because i dont really care about the money I think.

I am looking for someone to stake me for at least 50nl maybe higher. I have been playing poker for years now and have a pretty good understanding of the game. The only problem is that i tilt sometimes. I think that having someone stake me will make me try harder to quit the tilting aspect of my game.

This month i am break even only because of playing not my A game at times.

This is high risk but high reward. If you are interested let me know. I can send all hh's i play and you can sweat me whenever i play. I will be pretty willing to negotiate a deal for this.

Thanks

so today i played terrible for close to 600 hands so i decided to take a break and record my actions when i returned so that i could go over them and post them here.

I ended up with 2 videos. one was 1.6gigs and another 800mb and the sound ended up off by like 2 mins at the end. but it helped me play better i have the videos on my desktop if you guys wanted to see them and told me a way to host a 1gig+ video that the audio sucks on.

heres my day
click to view:


this doesnt seem that bad till you see the graf



in other news im going back to harrah's tomorrow to play in the 1/2 game im overall down 40 bux there not too great but im hoping to be raping it soon.

if anyone has info on why my videos suck just let me know cause i have a bunch of worthless ones.

So i looked at my full tilt account and it said $150 and i was like **** this sucks my ballz. I had been grinding the 25nl and had been running pretty ****ty and playing bad at the same time. It was a snow day at school so i had all day so i decided to screw br management and play way above my means which is sadly .15/.30 deepstacked. the first day went well.



i decided i am no longer going to play < 50nl if i dont have the money to play this i am just going to quit, luckily for me ive been running hotter than fire recently. Here is the month:




my favorite hand:

Full Tilt Poker, $0.15/$0.30 NL Hold'em Cash Game, 6 Players
LeggoPoker.com - Hand History Converter

BTN: $31.25
SB: $39
BB: $83.30
Hero (UTG): $98.35
MP: $63.95
CO: $60.30

Pre-Flop: dealt to Hero (UTG)
Hero raises to $1.05, MP calls $1.05, CO folds, BTN calls $1.05, SB calls $0.90, BB raises to $1.80, Hero calls $0.75, MP calls $0.75, BTN calls $0.75, SB calls $0.75

Flop: ($9) (5 Players)
SB bets $4, BB calls $4, Hero raises to $19, MP raises to $62.15 and is All-In, 2 folds, BB raises to $81.50 and is All-In, Hero calls $62.50

Turn: ($238.15) (3 Players - 1 is All-In)

River: ($238.15) (3 Players - 1 is All-In)

Results: $238.15 Pot ($3 Rake)
BB showed (two pair, Eights and Fives) and LOST (-$83.30 NET)
Hero showed (three of a kind, Tens) and WON $235.15 (+$151.85 NET)
MP showed (three of a kind, Sevens) and LOST (-$63.95 NET)

I also made 145 last night at a harrahs here in st. louis

(i do not condone any of this behavior)