So I guess I should not have even played because it is a Friday - a day which I have historically done bad and in addition it is Friday the 13th...

But I am stupid and not only did I play but thought it would be a good day to play some 50bb 5/10 which is the most f*&king rig level on Pokerstars....

Stuff likes this just happens non-f&^king stop to me at this level...

http://www.pokerhand.org/?5617926

Note that this was the fish at the table and he min raised my UTG open with 52os - which is fine because he knew I would flop Top 2 pair versus the nuts... So obv. he wants to build a pot...

So as bad as I want to move up and as much as I want to believe that playing the 5/10 50bb tables will be profitable I have to stop because it is costing me a f&^king fortune to keep playing 5/10... I am stuck $5,634 this month in 1,033 hands of 5/10 which should put me down about $14k this year at 5/10 which is just unacceptable...

I am having a great month at 2/4 and 3/6 but I have had 2 terrible days this month - both days were when I played 5/10 and it just crushes me... I am soooooo upset right now I do not even know what to do with myself...

I certainly won't be playing anymore poker today and we are leaving for a family vacation tomorrow and won't be back until Tuesday - so there will be no more poker until at least Tuesday night of next week and I can certainly use the break as right now I just want to hit the cashout button on stars until the balance reads zero...

So this will serve as my mid month graph update as well:

First the figures for my 400-600nl 50,000 hand challenge:

August 13, 2010
Hands 162
Profit 400nl $0.00
Profit 600nl $510.50
******** $9.30
Total Profit $519.80

Month to date
Hands 14,432
Profit 400nl $5,056.80
Profit 600nl $$5,187.15
******** $617.21
Total Profit $10,861.16


Graph of all 2/4 and 3/6 hands:



Graph of 5/10 hands only:



It just kills me how I keep doing so bad at this level... It is a lot of the same players from 3/6 - just cooler after cooler followed by suck out after suck out...

Anyways time to go on Vacation and not worry about this bullshit.

GL at the tables everyone...

RGA