I had to cashout so I had to look at results. It's been about 20,300 hands since I last looked. I think I had about 2500 when I started and had 2700 when I last looked. I thought it was very possible I could be at 2300 right now. I was gonna be pretty happy as long as it around 2500. I didn't look at hm/pt or ptr so I have no idea what my allin-ev looks like right now. I could be even or losing in allin-ev for all I know.

Part of it's rb, part of it's me sucking out on people pretty bad a couple weekends ago in questionable spots where I decided to call, and part of it is that I ran like the sun today and got AA more times than I thought was possible in my last 1k hand session.

I'm going to play as long as possible without looking at results between now and my next cashout. Starting a few sessions ago I could already tell it made a gigantic difference in the way I'm able to analyze hands I'm in during a session as well as thinking about them after a session. I always used to have a problem estimating frequencies of stuff like 3-bets and check raises which I'm having an easier time with now too.

It's incredibly liberating playing without results. There were so many times before where I would drop 3-6 buyins and figured I had to be making mistakes. The opposite was true as well. I would like to think it didn't affect my play and decision making, but I'm positive it did even if just a little bit.

I'm hoping I can go a month without having to look again.

Weekend Play: C
Weekend Luck: C

Monday Play: B
Monday Luck: A

I'm gonna rate my play and how lucky I thought I ran so I can look back on it after and see how it matched up with results. Think I'm getting used to 6-max already. Bluffing frequencies and tendencies and value betting lines and sizes are a bit different than fr. I'm just making a note in the blog so I can check to see how results line up whenever I look.

I ran insanely hot coolering people today when the money went in. I got the money in bad a few times in questionable spots over the weekend. Maybe I ran bad getting into those spots and I still think not folding could have been ok, but I won't have a better idea until I play more. I haven't had KK into AA once so far so I'm probably running pretty hot with stuff like that. I have no idea how I'm doing results wise so far, but I'm pretty happy with how I'm playing and I'm still learning a lot. It's so relaxing being able to play without being aware of results. I'm not sure why I couldn't do this before. Maybe I'm getting better as I get older?

I miss fr because I feel at home there and it helps so much for playing live, but man it's so nice being able to grind at 2am and being able to max out on tables at 6-max.

This will probably be my last blog post. I'm gonna take a break from leggo for a while and focus even more on playing.

Today:



This month:

Makes up for yesterday:

Meh just nothing going right at 10nl I guess. I can't really complain I've been running way unsustainably hot there since I moved up. Oh and I liked playing today but today kinda sucked I think I need to go back to 5k hands a day for feb as that was much more doable and it felt like I still got enough rest and breaks in. I can do 6k hands a day and force myself to play but I can tell my brain just want to work 100% no matter how hard I try to force it to. Good thing micro fr is so mindless.

First day this month I missed prop so have to pay out $10. I'm super tired gonna try to sleep forever and finish month strong. It sucks this happened on a saturday though.

First half 4nl last half 10nl. First losing session at 10nl then next session was more of the same until the end when I ran insane hot again. Was playing pretty bad last session and was lucky to run hot.

Getting my ass kicked at 4nl I think I need to go back to super nitting it up there because people are generally bad and they hate folding. Maybe variance though idk?

Man I'm so lazy lately and I'm sick of it so I need to do reverse prop bet again. Gonna give $10 each day I don't hit 6 hours or 6k hands to the person I've learned the most from ever for the rest of the month and that person is. . .

mythrilfox

<edit> I'll have this count for tomorrow. Had to 4nl since not enough 10nl tables going this late. It's getting f'ing hard to grind lately. I'm constantly asking myself what people's ranges are and it feels like I'm thinking way more now than the first 2-3 weeks I was playing. I'm running insanely hot which makes me get lazy with volume. I think I have 16 winning allin-ev sessions in a row at fr now but my last few sessions were all under 3k hands.

Lack of volume lately =[[



Some stuff is bothering me that I need to figure out at 10nl so I need to spend more time on db review.