No, not really. Approaching being uncomfortable with my roll is more like it. A combination of life tilt and playing bad has added to the most recent downswing. My usual run bad followed by wanting to mass multitable to get unstuck didn't work this time, unfortunately. Usually playing a bunch of tables can stop me from spewing, not this time though:/

I've decided to man-up and take responsibility for my game and spend some time 4-6 tabling nl100 for a bit til I make 20 buyins or so. Hopefully I can regain some tightness and folding ability and logic in that time. Ugh it sucks when you don't see the light at the end of the tunnel:/

I did finally have a good session today, it's just crazy to me how much losing impedes my progress as a player. I basically lose all motivation to get better til I start winning again. Today I started reading a bunch after booking a winning session, forum posts and such. Needless to say, I have a lot to work on as a pro.

On a lighter note, I've been paintballing alot lately and enjoying it, definitely great for anti-tilt. I bought a Tippman 98 custom and have been busy getting extra gadgets for it. I also decided it's time to get my ass back in the gym and lift and b-ball it up. Hopefully maybe by summer's end I can be back to my old basketball self, and on track with how much I used to be able to lift.

Night all, Nuey.