So probably a long blog, maybe slightly emo not sure.
I felt pretty accomplished after coming back from Mexico. You could say I had somewhat of a life high from braving the drive up and down through Mexico, and La Paz itself. Not too many people who aren't 60 year old Ex-pats or canadians really seem to do that from what I could tell.
I'm very grateful to Jeff and all the work he put in for all of us. I think maybe he felt unappreciated at times but I know that wasn't the case. I don't think any one of us would envision doing it in the manner that he did. Jeff is definitely a godfather of sorts haha(no homo).
Overall though, my feelings about the trip are mixed. Overall I wish I would've taken a slightly touristy approach and gotten out and experienced more of what Baja had to offer. Something about "living" there for 2 months made me less ambitious to do that kind of thing. I do think sometime in the next year or so I may just fly down there and actually keep an itinerary.
So upon returning to Oregon, I've decided to ahead and shack up with my friend Will for the time being. I have a bunch of financial crap to deal with before I settle where ever I wanna settle and I want to make sure I'm not broke before all is said and done. Hopefully they will put up with me for like 2 months and I can grind my ass off and get mostly out of debt
I have thought about a place I might want to live once I get a little more financially square. At the moment Vegas, SF area, and Eugene, OR are the first to come to mind. Unfortunately I have little experience in each place, though they all seem like fun places respectively. I may get motivated to search for a school here soon too, that could affect things as well. It's weird to think that I'm at a crossroads of sorts, and don't really belong or feel the need to be in any one place.
As far as poker goes, I've been feeling pretty unconfident lately. I'm definitely in the questioning myself and the "oh hey, i don't know anything" mode. I'm sure a little run good(and maybe some play good too) will change everything, I just really hate questioning myself. One of these days I'll stop being emo about this game, though I've def made leaps and bounds.
Anyway for the time being I've resorted to what I normally when I'm not feeling confident, and that's like 10-15 table nl100. It's easy enough and I'm pretty confident in my abilities to be a pretty solid winner doing it. Not sure what my actual winrate is, but it's a great way for me to regain my momentum and eek out some profit while I'm at it.
I'll try to post more life stuff and get on this thang more in the future. Yea I know tl;dr, and no I probably won't blog more....