Been meaning to post this for a while but been away...
Somehow I graduated with a high 2.2 (57%) I nailed all of my exams 60%+ even though I only started revising the day before each one, no thats a lie I startred two days before for one. My project also got 61% even though that was less than half of the minimum word count. If I'd put in just a little more effort I could have easily smashed a 2:1, oh well I thought there was a good chance I could have failed so I'm ecstactic with my result
In terms of poker I've had a gut full of mtt's. Ive ran awfully since novemeber something ridiculous over like 1600 of them now. Admitidly around that time I decided to start pushing +EV flips and played a lot more aggressivly than I used to. I used to be very conservative about taking flips as I perceived my edge to be greater than pushing a 5% edge vs a weak table and valued my tournament life so I waited for a better spot. I know pushing the edges is the corrrect way to play (online) as all the best mtt regs play that way but it has been UNBELIEVABLY frustrating. I have also been playing a lot more tables (Damn you multientry) which obvioussly affects my concentration levels for each comp.
I won't lie I've had some horrendous blow ups but overall I should have definately been making money when I'm consistantly keeping the chip lead from the 400 down to 100 in the bigger fields and 100-30th in the smaller ones but then I just dont hold in the key pots or get coolered just before or on the final.
Im a very positive person, It takes a lot to knock me back and I take everything in my stride. I know a lot of people cry about running bad so im not saying this lightly. Its just been complete bull shit. I came off a horredoues 5month live stretch just before this started happening and I'm feeling like I've paid my fucking dues, where the fuck Is my run good. Not even run good, just to have a set hold against a gutshot for double the average.
Anyway rant over enough of that negativity. Now that FTP's gone I've got even less inspiration to play them maybe theres some higher force telling me to finally apply myself to 6max. Now that my degree's over thats what I'm going to do. I have no excuse and can't feel guilty about spending hours studying instead of doing uni work (which I wasn't going to do until the last minute anyway). I suppose I should be happy that I can still play online.
I've budgeted living expenses for the next 6 months in the style I've become accoustomed to living in, just under 1500 a month without rent (which I dont pay because I have people paying my mortgage mwah mwah mwah) I have 3 months and a holiday saved for and Im playing 1/1 live (the only NLH game around here as 6card dealers choice is such high variance) until I've made another £10K which I'll deposit online for 200nl so like 50-70BI's depending on the table currency. I expect to lose at first so I should be comfortable enough with that amount to not have to drop down.
Im working my way through the verneer 2011/2010 threads as well as the mathmatics of poker.Following completion of these I want to grasp an understanding of stoxEV and start watching videos so any suggestions for a lifetime loser on all levels from 5nl-1knl would be appreciated. (notice I excluded 2k and 5knl as im a winner on those levels LOL :P)
I go on holiday on the 24th Sept which is just over 2months away, giving me 2 months to study and build up a roll far quicker than I would playing 50NL. I think im a lock to crush the live games for 5K by then.10k doesn't seem like too unrealistic an objective, provided I can cut out having heavy loses.
In one session I called my remaining £605 all in pre with KJo and was good. Id straddled to 32, completed the 64 straddle with the intention of calling what ever the kid did as I thought he was going to spew. Of course his all in for 900+ was more than id expected but I followed through and actually held vs 43o!
I've been meaning to post this for about 2weeks now, and since then I played UKIPT brighton and busted a 300 side event just short of the final table which was disapointing but I was pretty card dead and it was a long grind before some donk shoved 77 over my AK when Im clearly never folding and just have him covered. 1st was about 12k I cashed 800, went and played a cash game and won another 3K which has now covered my remaining living expenses for ~6months. So that went a considerable way to appeasing my bust out.
Eager to have more deep runs in live donkamnets I went to DTD this weekend for a 1k event (sold 35% no MU) and played ultra aggressive. busted near the bubble in a chip lead pot. dont really want to get into it. I made one bad bluff, and the last hand was pretty standardish, There is a good arguement for not putting my stack in but I wanted to get max value vs a pair+draw and was beating a lot of his combos. 1st was 77K (think I busted 32nd) I was on the live feed and have had it ripped out of me for the way I was playing but fuck that. If I get a 5bet wrong with T4o and drop from 160k down to 22K and bring it back upto 150K w/o showdown (which wasnt even on the feature table!) and peak at 380K Im doing something right.
There was a pretty juicy 5/10/25 game running but I only brought 2K with me in an attempt not to lose a crippling amount. I was winning about 3.5K on the weekend after all buyins but then lent most of it to a guy I went up with so ended up shortstacking the big game which was a poor decision as I always play better deep.
Anyway fair play If you read all of this...
During that trip to Nottingham I have been offered the buyins/expenses for 5 EPT's for the time being as well as buyins into big deep cash games (10K @10/25) by someone who believes in me and wants to help me acheive sucess. I AM MADE UP
