I have been building at 100 NL and then moving up to 200 NL very frequently this year only to run like complete garbage every single session. In case you haven't already figured it out, this is a whine post.

Today I got fucking wrecked in EV. 2 outer, runner runner boats, set over setted (after all in of course) and so on. It was fucking sick.

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But it is like this every fucking time!

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On desktop I basically had 2 or 3 ridic sessions in January and since then Im - 12 BI EV

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While I do okay at 100 NL (thank you rakeback) Im still waaaaaaaaaaaaay below what I should be EV wise - 35 BI to be exact.

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This is a lot of money for me. Is this just bad luck for 6 months? I know EV doesn't tell the whole story, but this doesn't seem right? I'm either not understanding some concept or really AM just unlucky and should look forward to it all squaring up in the end.

Lemme know....

Man life is kinda weird right now. Im in this spot at work where I've built a team from absolutely nothing to 30 strong making a shit load of cash for the company. We have done so well that business is starting to overwhelm us. Now my ability to "handle" the position is being questioned. Handle it? I built it. And I can tear it down. GG boss, I'll walk, take my crew and you can find another 30 guys to make you 30K per week. BTW where's my bonus?

Poker kinda sucks. Dropped 1K last night. Standard.

Went to a bar last night to get "hammered" with a buddy of mine. By 12:30 I was to drunk to drive but to bored to stay at the bar. So what do you do? You hit 7-11 of course, get a sandwich and bottle of water and drive home? WTF? When did life get so monotonous. Moving to Mexico is starting to look like a hot idea again.

Im still psyched for vegas, but it seems further away now than it did 2 months ago.

Anyhow, plan for today: Considering my extremely high rent payment is fully justified this weekend:

I thought I'd drive to some amazing spots and play some pokers on the lappy. I'll try to take some pics.

FUCK! More Live Poker!


So I got on the long list for a 6-12 game filled with fish. While waiting I opened up the lappy and won 2 BI playing 1/2. Then, in the live game, I proceeded to have my AKd cracked by a 73d runner runner straight on this board:

Ah6d9dTc8h. all 4 streets capped except last where i raised and then called this donk.

Obviously.

Hottest dealer I've ever seen, whom I fully planned to hit on tonight. Obviously she shows up sporting an engagement ring. "yay, its so pretty."

Ultra hot neighbor whom I've met AND flirted with many times as we walk our dogs in the park, ya, obviously her bf just moved in with her TODAY.

Finally....Hot, hot starbucks girl: Other, not hot starbucks girl asks if Im married. Par for the course. I say "why no, I am not married". She tells me, because someone wants to know. I ask, "is it Grace (hott)?" She says "YES!" I say "well tell her I said hi and not to be shy when I come in. Where is she?" She got off early....'BECAUSE SHE HAD TO PICK UP HER KIDS." Not even KID. KIDS!

FML. lolchickaments.

PWNED.

I take that back Matt, maybe 30 does suck. Oh well single for summer. Single for Vegas. Proceed with the shipment.

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Nothing like an uber donk.....ahhheeemm....donking into you when you have a set of aces. Here's how it went:

Stage #1413380146: Holdem No Limit $1 - 2009-05-09 00:12:20 (ET)
Table: ASTORIA PL (Real Money) Seat #5 is the dealer
Seat 5 - NUNO ($165.10 in chips)
Seat 6 - MILOSINEK ($268.55 in chips)
Seat 2 - KI113244 ($103.30 in chips)
Seat 3 - JANHOUSE ($117.33 in chips)
Seat 4 - LOSTNTHESAUS ($152.85 in chips)
MILOSINEK - Posts small blind $0.50
KI113244 - Posts big blind $1
*** POCKET CARDS ***
Dealt to LOSTNTHESAUS [Ad Ac]
JANHOUSE - Folds
LOSTNTHESAUS - Raises $5.50 to $5.50
NUNO - Folds
MILOSINEK - Raises $10.50 to $11
KI113244 - Folds
LOSTNTHESAUS - Raises $31 to $36.50
MILOSINEK - Calls $25.50
*** FLOP *** [Ah 6h 8d]
MILOSINEK - Bets $37
LOSTNTHESAUS - Calls $37
*** TURN *** [Ah 6h 8d] [9s]
MILOSINEK - Bets $74
LOSTNTHESAUS - All-In(Raise) $79.35 to $79.35
MILOSINEK - Calls $5.35
*** RIVER *** [Ah 6h 8d 9s] [4c]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
LOSTNTHESAUS - Shows [Ad Ac] (Three of a kind, aces)
MILOSINEK - Shows [5h 5c] (One pair, fives)
LOSTNTHESAUS Collects $303.20 from main pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total Pot($306.70) | Rake ($3) | Jackpot Rake ($0.50)
Board [Ah 6h 8d 9s 4c]
Seat 2: KI113244 (big blind) Folded on the POCKET CARDS
Seat 3: JANHOUSE Folded on the POCKET CARDS
Seat 4: LOSTNTHESAUS won Total ($303.20) All-In HI$303.20) with Three of a kind, aces [Ad Ac - B:Ah,P:Ad,P:Ac,B:9s,B:8d]
Seat 5: NUNO (dealer) Folded on the POCKET CARDS
Seat 6: MILOSINEK (small blind) HI:lost with One pair, fives [5h 5c - P:5h,P:5c,B:Ah,B:9s,B:8d]



Nothing further your honor.

The last 8 days have been sick. Just in time for Vegas. This is what happens when you run like god.
Graph!

Shouts to CDCOOCOO Money or whatever your SN is (Sorry!)

In the radio section of itunes, there is a station under electronic music called "Deepvibes Radio". This is the best house music on the net if anyone cares.

It was good. I liked how it was done and it was pretty much along the lines of what I expected. It was cool to see Danial Negraneau make a camio in it. I really liked that it was PG-13 so there was decent violence and plenty of foul language. I wish they would do one of these with an R rating. I was told to stick around after the credits for BOTH little clips. One after the initial credits and one at the VERY end. But both of these were pointless and of no value to the movie.

I won 8 BI playing on line, ahemmm, ship that, and $200 playing live with the hottest dealer on the planet. God I have to take a picture and get it up. She's amazing.

Tri-tip, 2 lbs, marinated and slow cooked at 250 for 4 hours. UNBELIEVABLE!

Twas a nice little Saturday after all.

"Maybe home depot, I dont know.... I dont know if we'll have time." J/K. Gonna be a typical on-line poker players saturday. I've got the marinated tri tip slow cooking. I plan on about 3K hands. Bulls Celts game on tap. Gonna see Wolverine and will post a review later. Maybe write some music....I dont know.

Life seems pretty damn easy these days.

LIMIT! haha. got you to read this. I don't know how, but in just 3.5 hours I won $600 playing limit. I went to the local card club which i usually do on thursday to donk around. They serve prime rib for a good price on thursday and usually have a lingerie show with some chicks that model I guess? I dont know but sometimes they are really good looking. This time I was owned by the heifers. FML are you kidding? They were bad, i was owned. Prime rib was a no go because they are building a pizza oven so i got coolered there too.

I decided to play a little and watch the end of the Celt Bulls game. Epic to say the least.

Positional awareness is all you need to destroy these games and $600 later I packed up my stack which took 20 minutes and cut.

Next month is Vegas. Still dega hot in on line play (12.4 bb/100 so ship that!)

That is all for now.

I've had my dog for a little over a year and I can honestly say there is no better way to meet women than to walk your dog in a park. I've met a ton of hot women because of my little wing dog and dated 2 of them. I only post this now because it just occured again. gl gl gl. Ship the win.

Poker has been running steady freddie shippin the loot. +20BI in a week. On pace for a good month. I've decided to make my fiscal months from the 23rd to the 23rd. This allows for rakeback cashouts and then poker cashouts to pay the bills on the 1st.

Work still blows.

Vegas is still decades away it feels like.

pics of dog:

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Thank you pokers.

Thats all.