I have been EXTREMELY lazy and complacent doing nothing since April 15th. The end of online poker as we knew had a large impact on me mentally. I've had delusional, irrational thoughts about the present and future. Luckily I haven't been beating myself up too much about the past, but I'm sure there are plenty out there who are upset they put in low volume when they considered themselves professional.

It is time to get my shit together and start being productive. Current priorities for Summer 2011 are:
1) I am taking a couple classes this summer. One is online (Microeconomics) and the other is on-campus (Intro to Financial Accounting). These are top priority. Ideally I will be applying for internships in the Fall so I want to get 4.0 in these two classes.

2) If I'm going to have money on a poker site, I need to be playing quite a bit of poker to justify the risk of my bankroll. I simply have not been playing enough to justify the roll I have online. Priority two is online poker. I have played live a few times since April 15th and learned a lot. I will be avoiding live poker for now as my hourly will be higher online. If it becomes evident we will not get paid online winnings I will be going to the casino to earn income.

3) Take care of myself. I need to start exercising more often. Now that I will be out of the house I think it will be easier to get to the gym. Just stop by on my way home from class. I hardly ever have to leave the house as a professional poker player, so it is super easy to say no to going to the gym.

4) Last, I want to focus on getting my fucking money from Full Tilt. If they haven't paid out by the time I'm done with class (July 29th), I am definitely considering a trip to Canada between end of July-start of school (Aug 22nd?). I need to get my passport ASAP.

Hope everyone is coping well with the demise of online poker. GL in Vegas to those headed to the World Series.