As few of you may know, I attend the lovely university of Butler in Indianapolis, IN. Being a senior, it has flown by.

One thing that i truly love is college basketball. There may be no other sport comparable when it comes to upsets (see Temple over Tennessee by 20 or Arizona over Gonzaga) in recent weeks. Recently we road tripped to Ohio State this past Saturday to watch the bulldogs take on the buckeyes. Being my first road trip (i was often to busy with being a resident assistant) in my first 3 years, i was freaking pumped. One hilarious point of the trip was pulling into the ohio state parking lot and having to pay 10$.. the following conversation ensued..

Buddy- Any way we can get a discount, 10$ is alot to park
Attendant- you got a turkey or something to donate
Buddy- I got a dip if you want
Attendant- Sorry i smoke cigs
Buddy- O well ok sorry
Attendant- I will take a ***** with no gag reflex though if you can find me one of those

Hands down, one of the most awkward and hilarious moments of my life considering this guy had like 3 teeth

needless to say we lost 54-51 but played one of the worst games ever. Ohio State for you sportsbettors is highlyoverrated
God I don't know how they beat ND but thats besides the point


Starting to play poker again once finals are done and I think I've given myself a good break for the past month and half so that when I take more beats, I can break my laptop for a 3rd time

ive deleted all the poker accounts off my computer and closed them for a month..
i can't handle it anymore

bubbled the 3k hu tourny on tilt 3 times in a row to a 2 outer..

decided to stay in tonight and fire up some poker, obviously with 0 roll, found a private password and won like 50$ in a freeroll and was on ftp so was like ok.. was bout to get some rest since gf was on way home, but decided to fire up the 10+1 6max tourney on ftp (no guarantee) had like 254 runners. At 3rd break, with 22 left, im chip leader and just playing so ****ing solid its not even right, winner took like 700$ btw.. then ftp decides that just because the shortstacks had raped me in small pots that it was time for big stacks to do the same..
i'll post the exact hh later cause im too frrustrated right now and dont know how every other word aint liek jeknfdl;sjf;dsakfas lf;kdsl;fkl;asdk but thats beside the point. basically guy with 25k is on my right for a while (bout an hr or so) and sucked out 3 times and was just pure awful, opr'ed him and was down like 9k soeasy chips obv... WRONG.. DONK limps at 250/500, i make it 1499 on hte button with 45k with 1010, folded back aroudn to donk who flats me. Now obv i think he has a very obv range of hands like KJ QJ Q10 etc, very very weak holdings, because we hadn't messed around much and i had only been showing monsters. So, flop comes 639 rainbow. He POTS it immediately and im like OMFG YES STACKING A9 K9 here in a heart beat, i make it like 12k, he TANKS, WHOLE TIME BANK and im thinking **** shoulda slowed down a bit, NO.. types in chat gg CALLS... and what doesr the ****er roll over..

6 ****ing 6 for mid set. I about ****ing explode, luckily no one was home or sleeping because i ****ing lost it i about broke my computer again for the 2nd time since this stack was for 4 times 2nd place with 21 left. So basically i grind for the next 15 mins or so stealing blinds at like 30bb deep with everyone when im in the bb with 1010 with about 25 bbs, UTG limps at 400/800 with 39k folds to me, now the utg in this situation is in the same spot, awful on opr and sharkscope and just has played awful, he 5 bet squeezed with k10diamonds bout just after 2nd break to bust aces and a huge pot so this guy is brutally bad, i decide to shove since blinds are high and no point in raising, he SNAP CALLS AND SNAPS OFF KK AND GG ****ING ME

i swear to god, IWAS PLAYING SO ****ING PERFECT AND I GET ****ING COOLERED THEN ****IGN COOLERED AGAIN IN THE SICKEST SPOTS AND ONCE AGAIN BLOW A ****ING CHIP LEAD AND CANNOT CLOSE OUT TO ****ING GET MY BANKROLL STARTED, I REALLY AM BEGINNING TO THINK THAT ALL IT TAKES TO GET STARTED IS TOO RUN HOT AS PISS FOR LIKE A WEEK MONTH W/E OR HAVE ONE HUGE CASH FOR LIKE 5K IN A TOURNEY.. I KNOW ALOT OF PLAYERS GET THAT START THAT WAY, BUT I MEAN ITS BEEN ****ING ALMOST 6 YEARS NOW AND IVE HAD THAT CASH ONCE (ON A STAKE) AND HAVE HAD THE CL IN SO MANY ****ING 24+2'S WITH LIKE 100 PPL LEFT ONLY TO NOT EVEN MAKE TOP 50 FOR SOME OF THE SICKEST ****,

W/E I HAVE HMWRK AND HIGH SCHOOL GAMES TO UMPIRE TOMORROW AND MY GF IS SLEEPING SO IDK

I JUST WISH THE UNLUCKIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD CAN ONE DAY RUN LIKE GOD FOR JUST ****ING ONCE

So basically I had an epiphany that I got way to fat way too soon. Basically I was an all area baseball player in high school, walked on in college, quit quickly and just lost it all... worked out everyday in highschool then drank beer and ate awful in college, basically 20 beers a week easily not including liquor and tons of fast food and went from a 5'10 165lb body with a 6 pack (not kidding)

to a beer belly and 185.

starting yesterday i began running 2.6 miles a day (a route i traced) and starting monday will begin an intense lifting program..

the only way i've stayed 'in shape' is through intramurals and ithink all the work i did in highschool, but my stomach is way to big and im a fat ass




run forrest.. run

Thank you Vikings and Thank you Adrian Peterson. Play in a money league with bunch of fraternity guys, 30$ entry, 10 teams and drafted what I felt was a really strong team. Here is my starting line up that I had this week.

QB- Donovan McNabb
RB- Reggie Bush
RB- Adrian Peterson
WR/RB- Lee Evans
WR-Anquan Boldin
WR- Greg Jennings
TE- Todd Heap
D- Jets (I benched the ****ing bears because colts and thank god it almost backfired)
K- Stephen Gostowski

Bench
Devin Hester
Vince Young
Ahman Green
Santana Moss
Patrick Crayton
Antwan Randle El

Now going into tonight, i was down 31 points in my espn league and the guy i was playing had the sickest week. We both had over 120 and any other matchup highest was like 90 so sick. Basically 4th Q 2 mins left, half back draw from the shotgun wins me the week with a 4 yd td run.. now your asking why so sick luck? Basically GB was up 2td's meaning Jennings needed 9 yards for my win and they weren't gonna pass ever again. Then, Vikings were ONLY gonna pass and AP was just gonna block..


great start to the week
classes all day tomorrow and a big freeroll- 100k on sportsbook thats gonn have like 50 runners no joke so tomorrow could be the day of great ness and bankroll time or suckout and want to kill myself

i owned him.
we play by ones and two's 5 on 5 and he guarded me in 3 games, needless to say my stats for the games were
6pts
7pts
8pts and game winner in his face


boom

after a few roundabouts, you would think i would learn

now i must open this first post with a slight background of my game. i started playing seriously when i met aejones in college. he tried to take me under his wing but i thought he was awful and never listened. after living with him for a year, i saw how sick he was but he never did make the offer twice and i sure regret it, but that is neither here nor there. he used to be the best at giving me 5$ for random **** like laundry, running to get him food etc. Now he can attest that at least 5 times in one night, i would run the 5$ up to like 1k and then piss it all away the next day, never cashing out, never having br management. at one point, he staked me for a 24+2 in which i finsihed 2nd for a cool 4900 and 2450 which went back to aaron. again, pissed all away with no profit. fast forward 4 yrs now and to tonight. won a free 5$ from a stupid freeroll on stars and ran it up to like 255$ playing so ****ing solid to build to 50 real fast then crushing the hu punks at .25/.50 and didnt help finding the biggest fish who folded i kid you not in 300 hands, his bb every hand, but would make it 2$ every button and never fold if i 3 bet and he never 4 betted. it was so easy. After getting up after playing for like 3 hrs, you would think i would cal it quits, even after telling aaron i need stars for live cash.

but no, i decide to sit two tables of .50-1 and just run beyond awful. ran aa into jj preflop for stacks only to get 4 card flushed which insued in me breaking my window. i'll have to call the landlord bout that one.

then was running good on another table, got up to about 350 and guy was awful and said come play 3/6 so i said fine, he bought in for like 550 which i think was his roll.. basically i run like the worst person in the world only to get it in preflop with aces to kings and flop come out AKK. at this point i just ran outa my room.

i can't take it anymore. i have buddies who recreationally play who win like 50$ a day and quit and i just cant do that, i love the game too much but know if i am rolled i can crush these games.

idk i just want to finish school and start my 50k job i got offered this summer.

doesnt help i have bells palsy randomly and taking 11 pills a day and cant smile

**** my life