decided to stay in tonight and fire up some poker, obviously with 0 roll, found a private password and won like 50$ in a freeroll and was on ftp so was like ok.. was bout to get some rest since gf was on way home, but decided to fire up the 10+1 6max tourney on ftp (no guarantee) had like 254 runners. At 3rd break, with 22 left, im chip leader and just playing so ****ing solid its not even right, winner took like 700$ btw.. then ftp decides that just because the shortstacks had raped me in small pots that it was time for big stacks to do the same..
i'll post the exact hh later cause im too frrustrated right now and dont know how every other word aint liek jeknfdl;sjf;dsakfas lf;kdsl;fkl;asdk but thats beside the point. basically guy with 25k is on my right for a while (bout an hr or so) and sucked out 3 times and was just pure awful, opr'ed him and was down like 9k soeasy chips obv... WRONG.. DONK limps at 250/500, i make it 1499 on hte button with 45k with 1010, folded back aroudn to donk who flats me. Now obv i think he has a very obv range of hands like KJ QJ Q10 etc, very very weak holdings, because we hadn't messed around much and i had only been showing monsters. So, flop comes 639 rainbow. He POTS it immediately and im like OMFG YES STACKING A9 K9 here in a heart beat, i make it like 12k, he TANKS, WHOLE TIME BANK and im thinking **** shoulda slowed down a bit, NO.. types in chat gg CALLS... and what doesr the ****er roll over..

6 ****ing 6 for mid set. I about ****ing explode, luckily no one was home or sleeping because i ****ing lost it i about broke my computer again for the 2nd time since this stack was for 4 times 2nd place with 21 left. So basically i grind for the next 15 mins or so stealing blinds at like 30bb deep with everyone when im in the bb with 1010 with about 25 bbs, UTG limps at 400/800 with 39k folds to me, now the utg in this situation is in the same spot, awful on opr and sharkscope and just has played awful, he 5 bet squeezed with k10diamonds bout just after 2nd break to bust aces and a huge pot so this guy is brutally bad, i decide to shove since blinds are high and no point in raising, he SNAP CALLS AND SNAPS OFF KK AND GG ****ING ME

i swear to god, IWAS PLAYING SO ****ING PERFECT AND I GET ****ING COOLERED THEN ****IGN COOLERED AGAIN IN THE SICKEST SPOTS AND ONCE AGAIN BLOW A ****ING CHIP LEAD AND CANNOT CLOSE OUT TO ****ING GET MY BANKROLL STARTED, I REALLY AM BEGINNING TO THINK THAT ALL IT TAKES TO GET STARTED IS TOO RUN HOT AS PISS FOR LIKE A WEEK MONTH W/E OR HAVE ONE HUGE CASH FOR LIKE 5K IN A TOURNEY.. I KNOW ALOT OF PLAYERS GET THAT START THAT WAY, BUT I MEAN ITS BEEN ****ING ALMOST 6 YEARS NOW AND IVE HAD THAT CASH ONCE (ON A STAKE) AND HAVE HAD THE CL IN SO MANY ****ING 24+2'S WITH LIKE 100 PPL LEFT ONLY TO NOT EVEN MAKE TOP 50 FOR SOME OF THE SICKEST ****,

W/E I HAVE HMWRK AND HIGH SCHOOL GAMES TO UMPIRE TOMORROW AND MY GF IS SLEEPING SO IDK

I JUST WISH THE UNLUCKIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD CAN ONE DAY RUN LIKE GOD FOR JUST ****ING ONCE