I'm getting thoroughly owned, and it feels like shit.

I think it might be starting to affect my play too. Its weird I haven't felt so out of sorts with my game in a while, I think im playing ok but its hard to tell. I really feel like I'm getting cold-decked in all the small and medium pots.

But I'm starting to make stupid calls.
Eg raise KK utg, agg-donk calls us utg +1

flop JT3 with a fd, I bet get called turn T. I check, donk checks back, river total blank I bet get min-raised, Vomit. I really hate this spot, like wtf plays like this for value and is anyone ever doing this as a bluff. As I'm breakeven and playing not great I tank say fuck it and call, get shown AT and insta sit out all my tables.

I should be betting the turn 100% on this board but I'm starting to see and fear the nuts everywhere.

I played Monday and won 4bi, and another 4 under ai equity (I think the stat is dumb but makes me feel good in a downer). Yesterday I didn't play at all because I felt tired and not really into it. Today I'm down 3ish Bi's in 1300 hands. Sick thing is all I want to do atm is grind grind grind.

I'm going to take a break watch a vid, grab some lunch and come back re-focused.

I feel run-hot around the corner, that or suicide watch who knows.