this blog is kinda meh to me. but today was so great and such that i just have to write it down somewhere.

i woke up remotely early today

1130am

thats pretty freaking early for me.

i have played 2 sessions today. 1500 hands for a small profit of 500 or something irrelevant. i ran hot like the sun. and sucked out in several spots even though they were pretty standard spots so if the money went the other way i wouldnt care so much either.

im glad, if not proud, to say that i DO NOT care what my ev is anymore. its a stupid imaginary line that is a crutch for most players to make them feel better about themselves. we are playing something where we are to be rewarded for making the right decision. if i flop an overpair on a J92fd board in a 3 bet pot and we get the money in for 100bb, im always happy and dont want it any other way. if some 50bb donk fish wants to go broke on KJ2xfd board vs my KJ, i fist pump get the money in. if im starting a table with a reg and get TT in preflop, thats fine.

so poker, thats wonderful. i havent been playing much lately, cause im in a hole that has a sign next to it labelled i feel sorry for myself. however. today. against all odds. i also went to the gym and worked out for 45 mins. im sore as hell and it feels good.

god what a wonderful day.

oh i saw terminator salvation the midnight screening. its the first movie i've ever had such mixed feelings about. i love the movies, with the exception of terminator 3. i remember terminator 2 so well as it was one of the best movies i ever saw as a kid. i just cant help but think the trailers for terminator salvation ruined the movie. seriously, so many mixed feelings on it.

anyways so long, till next time.