today i felt started as a great day. school was fine. i arrived home to see that my adderall had arrived. this could be the most +ev drug for me ever since i truly think i have ADD but dont want to goto a doctor and be like hi, i cant pay attention to anything blah blah blah.

i pop one of these little pills that are supposed to be a godsend and hit the tables.

first session was 3h long, people were running super sick hot against me. i felt i was totally playing my A+ game, did a review session with a friend and he was kinda gross at how poorly i was running.

after dinner. i put in another long winded session. really feeling great mentally. i was shrugging off a lot of sick coolers and still playing my best game. i did 4 hours.

7 hours of poker, 7600 hands in a single day. for those that know me, thats like me doing 1/2 of my month in a single sitting. this adderall stuff is super sick.

unfortunately im down 6k today. 3 buyins at nl600 and 11 buyins at nl400.

i'd post the bad beats. but no one wants to read about them. i still feel super confident about my game, did a long hand history review and minus maybe 2 hands played super poorly there was nothing i could do.

i mean unless you want to be folding sets or stuff.

so im in bed now. tired. worn out. i sigh. my string of 17 winning sessions ended. not only that, this COULD be my march melting down. im still up a decent amount. but woah was this one disturbing day. im sure it could have been much worse. people were pretty bad in some spots.

i lost a pot where we were 200bb deep. i had bottom set, villian had middle set. and he managed to win 88bb from me. he was in position too.

i'd also like to start winning with KK AIPF vs AK. its my bane. this month alone i've lost in that exact spot 4 times and it pisses me right off.

i will prevail. there is no doubt. i will do another session tomorrow when i get home from school. it is a long weekend, so lets see what it brings.

ps, for all you ev whores who think ev is the end all and blah blah of how you are running. i was 16 buyins under ev today. ship that.