partly joking, but... it's fucken awesome, amazing, sick, insane etc. really, now i literally have enough proof to say for sure what the core reason behind all my swings is... however the thing is there is nothing i can do about it, because it is... take a deep breath... bad weather.

like.. i don't know how else i can explain this, but april-march-may time span clearly shows this - i crush souls when it's ~ +10-25 Celsius outside and reasonably sunny. but when it starts raining, or gets cloudy and somewhat frosty - that's it, i start losing.

i've been looking at the temperature graph and my HEM graph for a week now - wtf is going on? the degree to which they correlate is pretty sick. am i a tree or smth, i don't get it