After my good start of the month Karma hit me hard, obviously.
I ran pretty ugly, which influenced my game at some point.
The big disadvantage of balancing poker and RL is that there are no more 'pokerdays'.
If I run bad I just need to watch a vid, go for a ride on my bicycle and then do short pokersessions (1hr/ each) to recover. I need that time to regain confidence, recover loses etc.
Problem is.. I don't have the luxury of time anymore. I dropped 3k€ ~ 5k$ in 2nd and 3rd of Feb. Which is fine at 2/4€ and 3/6$ but it is a burden when I don't know when I can play my next sessions. There is also the presure of Tax payments in the Netherlands, we pay 29% tax over our profits each month, however if you have a loss over a certain month, that isn't deductable. So you lose at 100% rate while you win at only 71%.

Ah well.. luckily I was able to take the day off and grind it back, which is exactly what I did. Back in Black for Feb now!