Soooo, i played nearly everyday so far this year until the last 3 days. maybe i hit a wall, im running like $1500 below EV this year at 50nl and abit at 100nl. recently loss a good bit at a shot at 100nl. i just couldn't bring my self to play the last few day.
so today instead of playing poker i did what anyone else would do, i stuffed my self with pizza whiles drinking vodka and watching American idol. it leaves me with a lingering unfilled feeling.
going through runs like this really makes me realize you cant focus on the money or else your going to be on a rollercoster of emotions. my only goal should be try and play better and better and better, and if i make money i make money.
i think my roll is like 800 euro which aint to bad im probably down like $100 or $200 on the year.
i guess i just need to jump off from where im at tomorrow and stop being a bitch.
i need to remind my self how lucky i am to have the opportunity that poker presents me.
maybe il take it maybe im not good enough but at least i want to try my best

god dam that was cheesey! well i have been watching american idol, sooooooooo, you know, what ever. I WILL BE THE NEXT AMERICAN ID.....POKER SUPERSTAR!!!!! (who is irish)

good luck all