Dear Leggo,

As I posted a few entries ago, I had been cheating on you by blogging on another site, www.guildsomm.com. I thought we had come to an understanding, Leggo, and hoped we could go forward stronger and more confident in our relationship than ever before. A few days ago, that other site pulled my blog. I don't know, I am all confused about it. Was it something I said? Did I not post enough? I just know I got an email telling me they had been meaning to "clean up" the blog section for a while now and thanked me for my contributions, but they were going with screened content not available elsewhere. Maybe they would have a topic for me to write about in the future. Sigh. Breaking it off via email is not as bad as a text, but they could have at least called. Even a private message would have been better, imo.

I haven't even felt like blogging since then. I have had some incredible wine experiences and been to a couple of interesting wineries since they broke it off with me, but my heart just isn't in it. I feel adrift. There is no poker content in my life to speak of. I don't even know if I can get my roll off AP. Maybe I just need a few more days to recover. Maybe I will alternate poker and wine blogs. I certainly have a lot of hands I could go over and post.

I guess I really just want to say that no other sites understand me like you do, Leggo. Often times, they have other ideas about just what a blog is, I guess. I am sorry to have put you through all of this. Maybe we can pick up where we left off...

Play well. Do good work. Keep in touch.

PFJ