
I was reading through a 2p2 thread that was started by a winning 3/6 regular last night. It had a lot of good information in it, what I got out of it was this... A lot of players have the concepts down, but not the emotional control. I realize now my emotions are getting the best of me.
Emotions are a big part of whats holding back my poker development. I could learn to play middle pair on a two tone board in a more +ev manner, sure. That would not make me anywhere near as much profit (or give me as much happiness ev) as learning to control my emotions.
When I am emotional at the tables, I let everyone down, me, my girl, my family, Greg, Nute, my students, anyone that ever sweats me or helps me to improve my game in any way. I do not feel pressured by all the people I would let down if I continued to be emo. I am ashamed of my behavior however, and realize it needs to change. It needs to change for me to reach my maximum potential in poker, and life.
When the lessons started with Greg I thought I would learn a lot about poker, which I am. He is a great teacher and incredibly observant. I feel the biggest lesson, and surprise, was the speed and accuracy with which he accessed my mental condition. He articulated things that I often thought, but had never spoken about.
End emo fanboi blog post.
EDIT: 2p2 thread |