My bankroll is getting really really small. I'm down to like $650 on FT which is the lowest it's been since back in January. I've taken quite the beating the past few weeks and still feel ok which is strange. I guess since i've gone up and down so many times i'm starting to get used to it. It still doesn't feel great or anything but my confidence is still in tact. My BR management has been tested, and so far i've passed although i might kill myself before i move all the way down to 10nl (jk ofc).

I dropped about $400 this weekend putting in about 6k hands. The volume has been nice, but the results just aren't there. I know that I've tilted a bit, but not nearly as much as I used to and probably only a couple buy ins worth if that. So for me to lose $350 at 25nl in one weekend is a little unsettling. All I can do is not think about it, review some hands, and get back on the grind.

I've been on bad runs like this before so I know I'll pull out of it. I have enough friends on here I think it's impossible for me to fail unless I choose to walk away (which i almost have a couple time ). I've dropped down to 4 tables and am focusing a lot more. I'm going to be getting hold of a lot of ppl in my skype contacts for sweats on a more regular basis and hopefully i can turn this thing around.

That's about all i have, just a random venting blog about how shitty my life is, standard .