Lots of things have happened since my last blog. First off, i'm never mentioning when i'm winning again b/c it is a curse and i was doom switched like a mofo . Basically i was up almost 1k w/ rakeback and bonuses and now i'm down a couple hundred . Some of that was tilt, starting w/ winners tilt thinking i'm running like god when i wasn't and was probably chasing/calling down way too light. Then after realizing my run good was over, i started running super bad and went on meltdown tilt a couple times. I'd say at least half of it was running poorly though. It just happened to be 10x worse b/c i was running so well before that my mistakes were magnified. Not sure if that makes any sense, but it does in my head.

Moving on, I stopped playing rush yesterday cause it's pretty much the devil. I never had any reads and it was just bad news. I was running super hot at the beginning of the month so i thought it was the nuts, but then the tables turned and i hate it now . I'm back to playing 4-6 tables of regular 25nl 6max. Yup, i'm back at 25nl cause i lost too much at 50nl, fml. It's weird not seeing my FTP's rack up so quickly, normally i play an hour and have like 300 ftp's, now i get like 60 . It's really not a big deal, except i'm trying to get some points together to buy a monitor from the FT store.

I'm planning to get the 20'' monitor in the FT store and run it beside my laptop. I should be able to just run a HDMI cable and make it work but i'm kind of a tech noob, so maybe i need something else? My Grandpa has an old desk that he's getting rid of and looks pretty decent so I think I'm gonna take it. It's obv better than what i got b/c what i have is a TV tray. I'll post the pic of the desk below. Basically I just want somewhere to put my Lobby, Itunes, skype convos, and other random stuff while i'm grinding and not have it all cluttered on one monitor.

I guess that's all i have for now, played well over 30k hands this month. Im hoping to get close to even in the next few days but not sure if it will happen. Work has been surprisingly slow lately so looks like I'll keep grinding. I did take a day off to go see a White Sox game, which they obv lost, but it was still a good time. Probably could've been a really exciting blog if i put some effort into telling my stroies better but this will have to do for now cause I have a family party to go to in a lil bit. Pz out

The Desk