so i been playin a lot more live at the local gala where I've been playin a lot of £1/ £2 with the game been straddled . 1k stacks are regular its been interesting to say the least.

i was playing plo the other day and managed a quick 500 profit where i span up from £100 to 800 within my first orbit(gave a little back by making nuts on turn a lot and folding on gash rivers).
the game seamed really good but I'm no plo player really . was just playing 4,5 or 6card and i kinda know u need the nut cards to start with as anything other then nut flushes or million card wrap outs aint much good when u get ya dollar in the middle. some reg dude gets all his money in with me with 47kq no suits on 56jdd flop . he managed to turn me but i resucked on the river with my 5689dd holding. fun times and my first pot with over 500 in the middle for about 6 months.

anyway managed to give about 1200 back to the nl regs somehow. really struggling with live reads and suffering from tunnel vision in hands. can't seam to get a pot whatever line i take . feel outplayed and outclassed . perhaps should just play tighter for a while make my choices easier. truth is there just a lot of people clicking buttons but i aint getting the better of this button clicking madness over the last 12 months . I'm losing the big pots when i have the best of it and even if i was winning them ide be close to even rather then crushing the game. hopefully its just a few thousand hands of run bad. did spaz 150 bigs in other day with kq for some reason with emotional attachment of a fuck you style move :/


no idea how much i down in the game perhaps could delude myself and say I'm close to even and i might be but all i can think of is all the dumb shit I've done in the game and how much ev I've lost as a consequence of it. i must be close to even as i have all my winnings from the comp last week but up down i think affects my sanity more then ide like to think. i was born to nit up at the table i think sometimes and maybe thats what i should do more of. maybe the place for all these crazy moves is in spots where I'm a lot more clearer its going to work rather then marginal spots of not been sure . idk



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comments please welcome as i always appreciate any feedback x