well as people who read this u will know I'm a bit of a life tard .

so i bust my right hand when drunk and its the most pain i ever had . docs say i need k wire so today i go to hospital and they screen me for MRSA . god knows what that is but I'm worried when i don't understand gibberish . so anyways they tell me i deffo need wire in my hand to piece it back together. this point they ask me if I've eaten and i say yes so i can snap leave and put of the opporation. i don't really know why hospitals worry me but was hoping they just say its minor knock and send me on my way.

anyways il decide tonight what to do. part of me wants the op and part of me thinks itl be ok.


now i know people call me an idiot with things like this but hospitals are my kryptonite just feel like a victim when I'm not in perfect working order and the thought of needing help by strangers who use tools on my body scare the hell out of me. so today i sit home write this blog and think bout tomoro and going back.


poker was going so well of late. the last month has been ne of my most successful ever. 5figs months are rare so its nice to be doing well pre accident so i can at least take sufficient time to recover without rent and things hanging over my head . anyway piece out