not blogged for ages cause i havnt really been doin fuck all.
been listening to loads of oasis of late was funny watching liam throw the brit away at the brits last week(nob ed).
been grinding a little bit away from the salfi account on stars .
back to the cash games that i havnt played for ages 50nl full ring gettin my feet wet and so far so good.
although i have been donking all the winnings off at plo8 for some reason with mates who crush me and rape me and use me to top up there already bigger rolls(bastards neptune and dino hustling me again)

but yer guess somewhat its payin for tuition to realise i just dont get plo8 .

so anyway the sunday millions came round this week with it been a guarenteed prizepool of 1mill for winner it attracted every donk and his dog to play.

now i dont often talk about hands in my blog cause i think thats for sensible bloggers to do that kinda stuff.
but basically i do the hard bit in the millions and get my stack together and get myself into a spot where i have a chance of gettin deep. table covered great spazzy image where people are just starting to wanta play pots with me .
so get a guy to spaz off his 100k stack when average stack is about 50k.
at 200k stack i abuse the bubble a little bit and then start opening as much as i can somewhat to say im gunner keep opening til u slow me down mother fuckers.
so i open as much as i can cause i have the stack .then i get three bet from teh blinds and pick off a bluffer who donks his 130k stack into me but somehow he gets there and im down to fumes.
now im down but not out but i really make a redic bad move and bluff a load of chips off on a table with no reads(i was just pissed off i lost the chance at gettin my chips back from the guy who raped me) .
i open the 67 suited utg and the sb defends with my M10 i c bet and the sb clicks it back on a king high flop i tottally spaz out at him and make a pretty poor play at a pot im never gunner win .
back down to fumes and bust shortly after .
now i cant really defend my play and was really gutted i fired a bad bluff at a table with no reads. i dont even want the money for winning i just want teh feeling of validation that im actually good at these things .

now the sick thing is i played so well upto the big pot beat that i shoulda just kept doin what i was doin.
i was playin well and got out the blocks ok won some flips and lost some small flips .
but i 3bet as much as i could get away with and they all got thru to give me chips that got me well ahead of my table.
now ide given up most my equity in the game cause i played(thank you patonius ) staked and swapped loads of action.
i dont play the majors all the time cause its just an expense i can do without.
but i have played the sunday millions 4 or 5 times and i find people make the same huge mistakes.
i read game flow pretty well and im great at watching for bettin patterns in mtts cause on the whole there isnt many great players in the sunday millions (donk fest of donk fests )
i did play so well but i feel i always do when im playin mtts with a stack that i have mobility with .
im really gutted i didnt get deeper and win patonius a stupid amount of money but 1badly played hand is always gunner cost u i guess in these things . i mean i induced some badly played hands vs me so i was deffo up on the been spazzed on vs spazzing count if that means anything.
spazzed 1 spazzed against 2 spazzed suckouts 0 spazzed suckouts against 1


i did play staked during february not because i really want to give loads of action away but i wanted to have the trust there that if i ever need staking in stuff further down the line that ive built up a reputation as a good horse.
now the world series is coming up and its a redic soft field for a live pro like myself and il be playin as many games as i can afford when im there .

i have ten uk k to take with me and that isnt a huge bankroll to have. i mean i really have loads of time to try double that but motivation has been tough.
i dont even wanta win the moneys out there cause winning 500k wouldnt change my life ide still be stuck doin what im doin(been a family man )
so i will sell as much action as i can get rid off more then likely just to give me a spred of more games to play to try get me that braclet .

if ide of won the sunday millions ide of shipped 85percent of it away but i dont see this as a bad thing people like me arnt supposed to be rich cause it would ruin my life cause ide be more of an arse that i already am.
im much happier poor grinding my way thru life if that makes any sense . piece out mother fuckers love u for reading and gettin insight into how dumb spewy mother fuckers think x

much love to all donks and donkesses

obviously looking at adelaide poker tourny chip counts rather then ukipt manchester . lucky chewy not in manc .
that would make more sense . cant even read the correct stuff now. i really am king of donks.
wish i knew how to edit last blog rather then write another one.

its great been stupid sometimes really fills in the hours of my day when things get boring .

i have no idea why ide be dreaming about lucky chewy wasnt a dream with any purpose just a random dream.
anyway i put on ukipt updates too see how neptune and franky are gettin on and there he is at top of the chip count luckychewy.
anyway obviously just coincidence ,
long time no blog updates for me just been busy grinding here there and everywere.
tryin to get roll on the massively upwards trend but keeps startin then stopping.
vegas crib hasnt been arranged for wsop as yet so thats a bit annoying.
ive managed to get my comp fixed i think so i get that back in next few hours.
poker reults have been mixed hoping to play the ukipt nottingham leg in may before wsop and we have scoop in april so lots of stuff to look forward too.
anyway laters donks

well been funny old january . really banged the volume in and keep having sessions where im just playin like a spaz.
far to aggro and jamming plus c ev spots that arnt the right play in the spot im in.
tryin to cut down the spazzy unprofitable option of check call raise or fold and pick the option that actually makes me more money long term rather then the option that steals the blinds.

anyway swingy as fuck but the downswing at weekend was deffo spew from running good and gettin the invincible mode feeling.
prob like 5k up at end of january and most of that was due to the mtt .
this month gunner keep banging the volume in hopefully and try get back to the 12 180s and try avoid the downers by been a spaz.
should be playin the 12 180s all the time but really need to be on top of my game to play them i feel to make 5 dollar a game .
last year i only played em when i was playin well and teh 10k or so i won from 500 i played was cause i was playin em when i was playin well.
far to easy to spaz of 20/30 buy ins by just spazzing stacks off for no reason here and there.
played millions on sunday cause 20k runners in a 215 mtt has to be the softest field ever right?
had some canadian dude daniel negreanu on my table and he shipped me double my stack .
min cashed and never got anything goin . minute i got some chips ran into a cooler ie ak into kk ak into aces and ak into queens , ran like shit and still cashed so cant complain too much.
anyway shitty blog this time but thats cause tryin to book some digs for vegas for a group of guys and as im only there for ten days it dont really affect me. anyway il try blog sooner next time as it helps clear shit in my hed when i spaz it all over my blog

well tinternet been gay . wind games down then its fine again mhhh .
anyway last two days been great as far as confidence is going only won a few bucks but just gettin into swing of things again is cool. deffo been running good again so that helps .
been planning wsop adventure for teh summer and it looks like il be doin 1st week of june for sure.
spend 8k on events and hope to bink.
unblocked my scope for the 1st time in ages so feel free to take a peak at my january grind .

i think confidence in these games has a lot to do with stuff and just gotta tell yaself u doin the right things all the time. i tried to change my game to try improve my roi but it hasnt worked so ive just gone back to the old style steady eddy type game.
deffo got leaks but overall its a game plan that works so il stick that out at whatever stakes im playin il jsut beat whats in front of me.
have dem dam mice in the house again.
little fuckers stick there hed out the skirting boards then run around like they own the joint.been gettin all kinds of stuff to try get rid of em and it dont seam to be working
had em last year and there was three little fuckers who got court by the traps but these mice are smarter and dodging there death. maybe tehre smart mice maybe there the biker mice from mars who knows, what i know is im gunner have a mouse pie when i catch the fuckers .
laters.

well been tilting my arse of when ive played last 4days or so

the games started becoming a blur. had no idea what i was doin in spots . was i value shoving was i hoping for calls did i want the blinds?
it all became a blur of ranges. i had no idea what was going on so i wanst playin well.
i kinda felt i was running bad at 1st but when i reviewed some stuff i was doin i couldnt explain why ide done what ide done.
so anyway if i cant explain it then its prob retarded and shudnt of been done.
so i quit usual grind til my heds bk on it.
i have played the steps last two days.
these are nothing like my usual grind i was playin much less tables and playin the stratergy to beat singles tables. is much easier i find.
now im not the greatest stt player but i feel at home in the games when there donk filled and im running good.
purchased 30 step 1 tickets at a cost of 15k fpps about 300 dollar value and ive managed to get to a step 5 . they not been busy so havnt played it yet.
now hoepfully i can convert this with a little run good but if all else fails i still have back up step tickets.
all in all i have 1step 5 2step 4s and 2steps 3s . not bad for a bit of fun .
dont really wanta bink a seat to a live event via the steps so might use the step 4s to the sunday mtts rather then just waste em chasing dreams of run good. anyway funeral tomoro for my gran so wont be back online til thrsday .
laters

managed to get a second in a 109turbo today for 3.5k lost a flip hu after gettin the chip lead hu. went into the hu as a massive dog but turned it around before losing a flip for the win.
cant complain to much cause 4handed i bluffed the chip lead off repping the hand my op had.
so 2nd from there wasnt bad.
still cant win a mtt on salfi on stars but il save the run good for another time i guess.
anyway thought ide register for the blogger championships so i have to paste some code on here or somet . here it is lets see if i do this right as im techno tard and it wil more then likely go wrong .
not 100percent sure il play but worth registering just in case.
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found out my gran died today . now death has always been somet ive just got on with an dont worry bout .stuff like that happens to us all eventually.
but my gran was my last living grandparent who i visit and take time out to visit.i hire a car and travel the 70 odd miles to visit and take my little boy to see her.
the expense is allways worth the inconvenience cause i get a great amount satisfaction seein her.
so im very sad as i really have no reason to ever visit the town of brid again after the funeral.
ive red a lot about deaths on peoples blogs recenlty and its not somet we like to read about but as its part of life it just hits home a little bit when its people close rather then been someone elses family .
poker wil probly take a back seat for rest of the month while i get a suit and what not for her funeral.

well ive played lots of poker and im gettin my grind on. must be lingering round the 1k mark and that is terrible for the volume ive put in but thats what it is.
hopefully can run bit better this week and play similar amount of volume.
feeling really glad ive been sticking to it kinda feels good and i really do enjoy playin. so hopefully i can enjoy it more with a fist full of dollars in my hands.
gunner do the weekly shop today when the world awakens then get my hed down for a few hrs before the nightly double session.
been playin about 50 games then half hr break before playin another til i get bored.
normally about 60 to 100games .
a little different from my old routine but its working for now so il stick it out til my hed explodes.
anyway thats all ive done so thats all i can blog.
laters

as a technology tard i feel very happy thay my mates have introduced me to some of the wonderful things that computers do.
nothing major but we all get along with a little help from our friends.
seams all my mates bust from the pca main event but looking thru the list of 62remaining i saw aejones on the list of survivors so wish him luck .

grinding been steady gettin up then long break even sessions. to be expected i suppose.
mates showed me a blogger freeeroll stars are having so i might get involved in that providing there isnt a million runners and its a not a redic slow structure.
anything with slow levels just takes to long to play out and i cant be bothered with 8hr sessions to get bumfucked by some german blogger named analfuckwitz or somet,
anyway back to the grind of watching premiership football.
west ham gettin sold shud give them spending power fml how do i run so bad with sports betting . mhhh shud probably of looked deeper into takeover posibilitys when placing the bet but i really didnt expect anyone to buy a premiership outfit in a transfer window. what do i know? fuck all it seams when it comes to placing bets. come on wolves beat west ham and give me some hope that i have som equity . 1time and all that