I lost the remaining half of my bankroll today, right after posting the last session screenshot.

Thank God I'm over this, $900 are gone , but not for vain - this time I didn't tilt most of the time, I just ran -10 BI under EV, and $92 is exactly what I'm down playing 10NL, so FU poker.

Goodbye! I hope I never come back to this sick game..

Of course it's not for me, that's the 4th -EV session for today, yipee!

first session - 2 hours: lost $25
2nd session - 5 hours, 1600 hands, best poker I've ever played: made $10 (LOL)
3rd session: 40 minutes: lost $40 (JJ vs. QQ, KK vs. AA, AK lose to A10)

I simply don't understand this, for the first time in my life I'm trying hard to fight tilt, and for the first time in my life my bankroll is REALLY in danger of getting swiped WITHOUT me tilting..how cool is that?!

Just pathetic...

Ok, so my 300 euro (other half of the bankroll, the one that wasn't there for me to tilt) arrived today to my account, and GUESS HOW MY FIRST SESSION LOOKS LIKE?!!!!

http://img29.imageshack.us/img29/4420/fmlo.jpg

I know I'm probably sounding ridiculous now and that 5BI's under EV is standard, but -5 BI under EV sessions back to back, this being directly after a deposit, something is starting to smell here...

Now I'm down 5BI's more, 5 BI's more in the hole...I'm at my wit's end..seriously...wtf..

Well, the half that was there at least.

It all started at NL10, 5 BI under EV...and then within 30 minutes I go to the 1/2 tables to lose 280 EUROS..

I already put an order to deposit 300 Euro more, so I can't take that back...I'm wondering whether I should really bother or just quite poker...I've lost enough.

I'm devastated. nothing else to say..

So yesterday after running horrible I took another break, and ended the day up 2BI's, after being up 5 and down 4.

Today is a lot more stable, after 1000 hands I'm up 1.5BI's..which isn't too bad.

Well this is how it looks at the moment. Ran super hot, took a break, and got coolered 3 times in a row to make it a slightly profitable day so far, 0.5 BI's instead of 5 BI's.


Oh, scrap that - run -4 Buy-ins under EV and you get -4Buy-in day!

in 80 minutes..

all of these 3 hands happened within 15 minutes...


first:

http://www.pokerhand.org/?4379405

second:

http://www.pokerhand.org/?4379390

third:

http://www.pokerhand.org/?4379410

So, how to go from "1bb/100 hands to 22bb/100 hands in 80 minutes"!