FUCK YOU POKER
7th in MTT for measly 400.
2k on top
7 hours one tabling

on FT start in 3rd chips 60bb then

lose allin pre
33<AK for
AQS <AQo
99<A8o
AK ties with AQ fro plenty
A8s< A5

clearly i ran well to FT a 1200 tourny but never got it in pre worse than a flip
and lost plenty of them

my last few final tables i havent been able to go top 3, its disheartening while retards FT every day
at least im playing well but itll be nice to be playing with profits not in make up even if it is make up to myself

edit: ignore this stupid post
i have my health, mind etc and i shld be happy to a) be able to play b) get deep
if not I need to buy some perspective or quit poker