im not playing well nor am i playing badly,maybe ive fogotten how to play tournys.

ive been playing mostly mini ftops and low scoop, ppl play bad and bluffing is futile, ive not ran badly as in bad luck im just card dead which is strange as ive always felt like my runbad was just suckouts or set ups. but recently ive had nothing which has triggered me to play impatiently or maybe ppl are much better and im underestimating thier hand reading.

only 18 months ago i would run up stacks so easily now when i have a big stack im not sure what to do as im unaccustemed to it. im forcing it to much but i need a FT for my confidence however i wont be playing much in june as ive decided to lpay a lot more live. I dont play NLcash online anymore so why live games are soft i think ill be focusing on that. PLO online is going ok and although im only winning small at my game plo506max ive ben winning from the start of me playing it and coming from tournys it suits me better as plo 100bb or less imost decisons are pre and on flop I quit when deep

. anyway dear poker gods my wish is not that i win but that i will get a sign that will tell me if im playing well or otherwise cos at the moment i cant tell. and thats the worse feeling ive had since i started playinh
oh while im wishing for things lop off a couple of inches this thing can be unweildly