Couldn't think of a better title so its just the date. Basically been putting in a lot of hands playing poker I made like 100,000 fpp since i got home from vegas. In general my results have been not great. I think I'm +2-4k but my ptbb is like 1.5-1.8? Prob my shittiest in a sample 100k sample in a while... I have been playing a lotttt and am slowly ramping up again which feels great.

So i saw the doctor after vegas cuz i was pretty sick and i've got a sickness thing for a while that he had to look at. It sucked cuz it took a week to get an appointment cuz it wasn't urgent. But ya he prescribed me 2 medicines that i have to get at a pharmacy and we will see... Also because i gained weight he said my blood pressure was really high so i need to work on that. I also got a bunch of shots like...the hepatitis and other shots needed for going to thailand and europe. I expect to do at least 1-2 trips abroad at the end of this year or next year. Probably a month each. For some reason living away from home is really fun but i never really feel completely relaxed. I feel like a heightened sense of adrenaline it feels great but exhausting. I'll prob get better at it.. if i could shake that feeling i could prob live away for months...

When i got home i have had kinda a change of heart about things in general i been eating 6 small meals a day which are rationed raptor/DavidB style to be ultra healthy. i wont bore u with what i eat like he does lol. Main point being life is rly short and i lose focus too much on whats best for me. So far i lost 4-5 pounds and i been weight lifting and jogging so much that my swim suite rly doesn't fit anymore... its too loose. And i guess related to this i spent 2k on a good elliptical machine for my living room. The plan is to wake up and run 60-90 mins everyday. Then lift for about 20-30 mins per night. With my healthy eating habits.... i should hit my goals of 15 pull ups slow 3x sets and 5 miles running per day. Basically what i would do every other day 1.5 years ago.

i been going out a good amount during the day and taking care of poker and working out in the mornings and night and basically don't have much extra time. And when i do i just float in my pool matt style lol on this floating chair with cup holders i got, its the nuts =D. i just float for like 30 mins and drink beer or AMF type drink that i been mixing.

So thats basically the ins and outs of what i been doing at home, Sooooo in the future my plans are....... In a few weeks I'm going to hawaii. I am trying to burn myself out on poker so bad before hand because in hawaii i'm going to watch no poker vids and play no poker while there. In fact no computer at all would probably be good. I don't think i have gone 48 hours without logging on a computer in like 4-5 years and if u include tv prob haven't missed a day of tv or computer. So sick to think about... but ya maybe ban tv too. It should be a great reset but i want to work hard to deserve it.

Past that my brother wants to go to asia with me some point next year. If possible i wanna see if i can coordinate with robin/matt so that i can see them there too.

Also i am a nerd and i have a ticket to blizzcon in LA lol. So if your a nerd too let me know maybe we can chill if i end up there.

And ill prob be in LA area during halloween i want to attend monster since i am into trance and it should be fun. Armin van buuren should be there and everyone will be dressed up in costumes.

There are like 3 other trips that aren't 100% that are kinda in the air right now... vegas for 5 days living on the strip partying like crazy sounds like a good idea too if i win a lot of $ one month.

I am looking forward to travel as long as after hawaii I have one month at home to lose 10 pounds to lower blood pressure, see if the medicine for my sinus helps and grind like 10k. Then i am good to go around mid september.


Tomorrow I'm going out to dimsum or chinese food so if ur a friend in our home area and want dimsum text mee before 12. Going with a friend whos into the stock market to see whats up and another whos asking about insurance? lol ill try to overpower the convo into being about stock since its hella interesting, screw insurance! God forbid they ask me about poker ill change the subject imo. lol recently i've had some tilting convos about poker. I got this convo about 5 times since home from vegas..... it always starts "if i give you $100 will you turn it into $500 for me? and ill give u half the profit" My answer "No, i don't trust myself with your money." cuz explaining time EV and how it would actually hurt my hourly to play 10nl and give them half when i have a roll = impossible. Then they say " its cool man i know your good if you do lose its on me so there is no risk for you at all." Then i just mega tilt in my mind and i want to kill a penguin. One of the times i tried to explain hourly and how its calculated and how it wouldn't work out well for me endless he staked me for a level i can't play within my roll. Mistake obv.... so ya i don't get how ppl don't see the math in this convo or all their daily choices in general... /endrant

tuesday i wanna go to downtown los gatos for a breakfast and a hot chocolate. If u wanna come lets goooooooo.

That is allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll oh ya robins going to pass me in views i think... his blog is good though with all those pictures and activities. so props to him! I am NOT jealous at all. nope not in the least bit! ttyl - timoshi