I tilted pretty hard today i went +500 then tilted it all back so b/e for the day i guess is ok.... i am just so tilted with pokerstars and their unlock bonus thing. I have 1.5k stuck in this bonus and about 3k lent out to people that haven't paid me back way past the date they said they would. I intended to spend about 5k on stock earlier this week but didn't have the funds because of this bullshit...and i missed an easy opportunity to make $500. So basically fuck pstars I'm moving my roll to 3 other websites with just straight rb. I've already started playing on another site and i like it a lot more which adds to my hate toward pstars because i just wanna gtfo but i have to play 40 hours to unlock this thing. bleh need to work on mindfulness more lol i been trying for the last 4-6 months but its hard.

Poker learnings been going well tc has been sending me 10-20 hands a day asking me what i think which has been great. Its a bit different because now he asks my opinion on hands so i can tell he thinks i got better. I am starting to understand a lot more and realize that what i was doing a year ago was right i just got owned by variance...... I then changed my entire game because i thought i had to because i was losing. Had i kept with what he taught me and built on it instead of watching vids and learning outside of the basics i could've avoided my 3-4month breakeven/downswing where i sucked hella bad T.T

But its ok recently i have been doing really well....

Thats about it ttyl!