So for the first 5 days of the trip my computer wasn't working at all so i couldnt play at all. So I tried out live and it was mega boring. I won like $300 and pretty much hated it. I finally got my comp working but got sick from matt. Then i was just hibernating and watching 24 and band of brothers. Lol and after watching it my dreams have been really fucked up like at least 10+ people die in them and people are always attacking me.

But ya i finally felt better yesterday and put in about 5k hands since then at 400nl 9max. I won 900 and 1700 at ev. I am playing the best i can and i think and i been thinking a lot about the moves before i make them and it just seems like if you break things down into smaller peices or just look at them as simple as possible based on logic. Then It all fits together, i always fuck up when i try to overcomplicate things and try to add on things that are just inferances and not reality. Like what i noticed from good players that i've watched and met is that they all think logically and the difference between us is not that they know some crazy math or that they make up crazy plays. They just precieve the hand/situations in a more realistic view point because they are more logical. And i think that increased logic comes from them absorbing things just simply as what they are and not trying to force it to be something more or less than it is.

But ya i really feel ready for 3/6 and 5/10 i just need to grind more $. I feel kinda poor atm cuz i think i prob lost 4-6k since the trip to, food, taxes, clothes and stock has been going down.

Andddddddddd so far this trip has been great everyones super coo and its really nice being here. I learned a lot auctually because this is the first time i've lived away from home for a while. I have made a lot of new goals for myself and for a while i felt like there was a cloud over me and i wasn't really sure what i wanted to do like if i wanted to go to skool or play poker. And like a lot of other things about if i wanted to travel and or what my overall goals for the next few years were. But i think i've sorta figured everything out and ill prob blog more about what i wanna work on when i get home.

But ya having lots of fun. My parents and brother are going on a trip next week and want me to come so i'm not sure if i'm going home to travel with them or staying in vegas. I was sorta thinking go with them then fly back to vegas or stay here iono its a hard choice cuz my dads taking time off work nd i dont rly get to see him much cuz he works so much. we will seeeee.