Just gonna start making a few posts to try to keep goals in order: Not going to say much this entry because I have a lot of schoolwork but:

Here is my graph from Sept 10 (the date I started working with Jungleman12) till December 12 (3 month period)



things haven't gone amazingly well since, mainly due to some runbad but: this isn't all of my hands since then bc my HEM sucks!



I had a brutal session where I was 8tabling 10/20 6m with Dogg11, ADZ, nutsinho, gp333, and bfl4me (I'm fairly friendly w both Matt/Rich and talk to them on AIM so there was some weird dynamic, them sucking out on me and me saying F U!) where I ran 10BI below ev and lost 10k instead of winning 10k, and also ran 17k below EV at 25/50 HU vs someone I'm confident I had a huge edge on. In all I'm more than 60k below EV (and ~60 buy ins) in this stretch but it's whatever, you learn from it if anything, and I'll cash in on some rungood again eventually

So, for goals:
-no dick waving (it's just stupid/immature and 100% cuts into my bottom line [tho sometimes regs make some very advanced plays vs me])
-game select (and by that I mean, don't just play all open tables, find some fish and play with them)
-make money/get my online roll back into the 6 figures (taxes+losses=ouch!, + I constantly withdraw cuz I hate money)
-don't play high variance HU matches with top players again for at least a few months (this is something I definitely want to do again in the near future bc they're fun and good learning experiences and I've made money or EV at least vs some great players, but I need to stay away from this for now)