This is the hardest I've ever grinded. I played quite well in my non-tilted sessions (whoops). The parts where the trend is pretty straight down is tilt.

New goal: No tilting whatsoever.

Besides the EV runbad, had this gem.

PokerStars Game #53551269628: Hold'em No Limit ($50/$100 USD) - 2010/12/01 5:40:30 ET
Table 'Daniel's Rm 100 II' 6-max Seat #5 is the button
Seat 1: jcl87 ($26697 in chips)
Seat 2: scout326 ($22326.50 in chips)
Seat 3: n0d1ceb4by ($90709 in chips)
Seat 4: TwoSHAE357 ($10000 in chips)
Seat 5: ZhugeL1ang ($24341 in chips)
Seat 6: ADZ124 ($32502.50 in chips)
ADZ124: posts small blind $50
jcl87: posts big blind $100
jcl87: posts the ante $25
scout326: posts the ante $25
n0d1ceb4by: posts the ante $25
TwoSHAE357: posts the ante $25
ZhugeL1ang: posts the ante $25
ADZ124: posts the ante $25
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to TwoSHAE357 [Jc Ks]
scout326: raises $100 to $200
n0d1ceb4by: folds
TwoSHAE357: raises $489 to $689
ZhugeL1ang: folds
ADZ124: folds
jcl87: folds
scout326: calls $489
*** FLOP *** [5s Kd 2s]
scout326: checks
TwoSHAE357: checks
*** TURN *** [5s Kd 2s] [7c]
scout326: bets $1800
TwoSHAE357: calls $1800
*** RIVER *** [5s Kd 2s 7c] [Jd]
scout326: bets $2900
TwoSHAE357: raises $4586 to $7486 and is all-in
scout326: calls $4586
*** SHOW DOWN ***
TwoSHAE357: shows [Jc Ks] (two pair, Kings and Jacks)
scout326: shows [5c 5d] (three of a kind, Fives)
scout326 collected $20247 from pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $20250 | Rake $3
Board [5s Kd 2s 7c Jd]
Seat 1: jcl87 (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 2: scout326 showed [5c 5d] and won ($20247) with three of a kind, Fives
Seat 3: n0d1ceb4by folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 4: TwoSHAE357 showed [Jc Ks] and lost with two pair, Kings and Jacks
Seat 5: ZhugeL1ang (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 6: ADZ124 (small blind) folded before Flop

sigh

Server just restarted and he quit. Double sigh. On the bright side, I get to sleep now. Yay!

Secondary goal: Run above EV this month and next year; get even in life EV and then never worry about it again bc all in EV is fake

I have for sure learned a lot this year, and especially this month. I think I have a very good 2011 ahead of me; I'm doing great in school too. I wouldn't say life is great, or even good, right now. Some stuff has been good and unfortunately some things have been very bad (Not just poker...). But it's all about the peaks and valleys, right? I've got my chin up and I'm ready for the future. I would like to see what kind of odds I could get on a prop bet on making at least 500k in online cash games, and also on making 1MM next year. Please post in comments section if you have an idea.

Peace out...

Oh yeah taking 1-2 more students; 750/hr minus 20% for booking 5+ session AND paying upfront. Inquire by PM