I finished my last test for the semester and am now searching for classes to take the next semester. Since I´m not in a position, where I can hope for making a living from poker I think I got to get my **** together and work for my diploma. So far I managed to work way less than every other student I know and yet had more success than many I met, but the ability to absorb dumb market research or thermodynamics within a pretty short period of time has crippled my knowledge. I have heard enough of every single topic to score a B or C, but I dont feel like I would know anything. In order to finish my diploma I have to absolve at least 13 more weeks in an internship and when I think about what I could do and what jobs or projects I already should be qualified for I dont feel comfortable at all. I really want to spend the time as intern abroad and am now looking for an internship in scandinavia. Applications will be sent to Sweden, Norway, Finland and Iceland. Fingers crossed that I´ll get the opportunity to move there for a few months, I really really feel the urge to leave this town, this region and this country. It makes me sick, I hate looking out of my window and I hate a lot of people here. I mean, technically I dont feel hate for anybody, but I cant see them anymore.

The only moments when I dont feel uncomfortable with my location is when I´m on the trails and go mountainbiking. I went to another bikepark today with a teammate and we had some sick runs, owning a lot of people. I cant even describe the feeling when you´re actually seeing your line, looking thru the trail like Neo sees thru the matrix. Sucky thing in biking is, when there´s noone left to takeover you´re beginning to own yourself, so did I on my last ride. Slight left turn, a bit too fast, front wheel slips and jam, there I go. No injuries or anything, but I broke the shifter and rearbrake lever. A sport for the wealthy people^^

And finally, one of my favourite singers released a new album. Check it out, she´s awesome.