[manglur]

I have been playing online for 5-6 years. My second year I made a few nice scores in tournaments (winning 15k in one mtt was my best) I then went and travelled with the money. I came back and within 3 months I had won another 15k in a single tournament and again I took my money and went backpacking through South America. Since my return (about 2 1/2 year ago) I have seemed to have lost the "lust" for poker and much other disciplines in my life. I play poker and sometimes get tired quick now which leads to loss. And I notice my discipline is not there anymore. I feel maybe it is something in my life that I must change before i can get back onto the right path in poker. Or maybe it is something different...maybe I have more interest in the rest of the world and science to the point where poker has been put on the back burner and subconciously I really can't care as much about the game anymore. Anyone who has some helpful words would be great to hear from. It's not like I haven't had some close calls the last few years (100th in the sunday 750k) (7th in $150 6max mtt where ryan welch bad beat me at the end.) Maybe I am not putting as much money towards the game now also might be an issue. Anyways thats my saturday morning rant before I go play Warcraft 3 at my friends house. Hope to hear from ya.