Tnx klamsauce for kind and positive words

i agree with what you said, specially with the part that i should meet other people and study with them. Sad thing is that my friends all play poker (no one lives from it, but they all acts like theyre nosebleed pros), and while they could all learn much from me (and me from them), its almost impossible to have constructive debate with them...too much ego and jaelousy... About part time job i guess i havent mention that I give science instructions...I have 1 client who doesnt go to school, but can still take exams, so im his private teacher. And i also help my girlfriend with her Bar. So while that is not a real job, it will help me with the bills.
Anyway I just got some money today on my poker account, and will again start playing more seriously after almost 1 month of "ocasional giving away money and feeling sorry for myself". I will also probably open a blog so i can write some planes and goals...