When i play online i have to be in peak mood/mental condition otherwise i spew like im gus hansen. At live poker i can be tired bored hungry and the guy next to me smells like a sewer drain and i play fine.
As i type I am kinda tilted and now i just started screen capturing trying to see how bad I play. I however believe i have cooled down now and will be playing better for at least another 30 mins and i might break down. I type "river" in the chat box every time i get sucked on now cause I somehow find it therapeutic which it is till someone else is like he hit it on the turn, then i usually go ballistic.
what is it about live poker that magically makes me patient and not feel like gouging my eyes out even though its so boring and i play 10 hands an hour and the people are not fun to talk to. It should tilt me outa ma mind.
At least once every online session i blow a buyin on either over agressing some ***oid or some stupid call down with 0 equity. I will try to post some examples later. I think i have at least one from today.
I lost a pot to a guy live that was 600bb when he was "priced in" with a bare 6 high flush draw vs my set. on the flop. He yelled "ship!" and then complained about how bad he was running. all i did was get up walk around get chips sit back down and make back a hundo. If that would have happend online I woulda started playing junk oop and raising to 5-6x pf. calling down 1 pair cause "this guy is a huge idiot"
heres a hand
Poker Stars, $0.25/$0.50 NL Hold'em Cash Game, 5 Players
LeggoPoker.com -
Hand History Converter
UTG: $50
Hero (CO): $50
BTN: $10.25
SB: $23
BB: $56.55
Pre-Flop: 
dealt to Hero (CO)
UTG folds,
Hero raises to $2, BTN folds, SB calls $1.75, BB folds
Flop: ($4.50)
(2 Players)
SB bets $3,
Hero raises to $12,
SB raises to $21 and is All-In, Hero calls $9
Turn: ($46.50)
(2 Players - 1 is All-In)
River: ($46.50)
(2 Players - 1 is All-In)
Results: $46.50 Pot ($2 Rake)
Hero mucked and LOST (-$23 NET)
SB showed 
(a pair of Tens) and WON $44.50 (+$21.50 NET)
any advice for me and my mental state?
Is it hopeless?
